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if u care, u read. if nt, its ok. Sunday, May 31, 2009 1:35 PM
i beg you, stop treating me like a small kid.im almost thirteen and im nt a baby.i hate myself fr making u angry.bt cnt you jst trust me?and to a friend,you were nt there when i need you. i really hate you.you only care abt your boyf/girlf.i guess, i shouldn't trust anybody again, or maybe forever.you weren't true friend anymore.why must this thing(s) happen to me?its nt fair.and my cousin keep avoiding me even tho we were in th same group. im hurt. i need my girlfriend(s). im scared of losing all th person tht i love. i hate ppl ignoring me. some of th person tht i love is jst a liars.
i wish could jst stop crying fr one day.
aarrrrrr!
why do i hv to shed my tears tht would nt stp? why should th tht i love, leave me one by one?
mengapa aku harus menitis kn airmata yg tidak akn berhenti?mengapa seorang demi seorang meniggalkan aku?

all th love i gv is jst a rubbish. nobody appreciate me. i am so hurt nobody wnted me. i dont deserve to be here.my family and friends dont appreciate me.and to be frank, to my guyfreind tht is Lee Adrian, i dont think tht u my bestest anymore. im sry if i say tht bt u never appreciate me. thank you and sry is nt enough. and if u wanna knw, i once cry becos of u. i care abt you. i nvr wnt u to get hurt again. cnt you jst hear wht i say?and actually, th words in blue is abt u. i do nt wish to say this bt i hate you. i dont think you were there fr me eventho we chat many times. and u break your promise abt staying single and im sad/angry abt this. i hate you! why do you hv to hurt me? and th day tht you patch wth tht rachel make me cry. and even tho u see me happy in class, my heart is still v angry. wht kind of friend are you?! and to be frank, i hd nvr hv true friend in sec sch only in pri sch.i wish i'll nvr enter this sch tht hv many bad memories cause this is th place which i met exboyf and you. i miss th laughter tht i hv whn i chat wth you bt nw, all gone.
i hate ppl hating me.
i hate of being nag.
i hate of being scolded.
i hate of being treated like a small kid.
cnt anyone jst understand me?i do nt wnt to cry again.i rather being sick thn i lost all my love(s) ones.
-sheding tears-


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