hi world.having a nice day? me? i guess nt. i am feeling so diff. there is like something i wrong wth me. i get tired easily and im too lazy to take things. im lazy to talk. im lazy to laugh. maybe im missing someone or maybe there is something happen. oh god help me.
My relationship with boyf is fine. We getting better but idk wht to say to my friends. They keep blaming him and idk who must i defend. My boyf whom i love so much or my friends whom i near to. but i guess friends. i just dont knw wht to do. Life is changing and it is not like wht i want it to be like. well, we cant just believe tht whtever we want, must exist. nope, i dont think so.
im speechless. idk wht to say to my friends. but if i did not follow wh they say, will they hate me? relationship is just temporary. anyway, i guess im too young to have boyf but idk wht to do. im already in deep love with boyf. well, i knw this is 'Monkey love', or teenager love. i knw boyf dont lie me because he said tht if he lie to me, it gonna be a big sin. well, i should trust him cause as you can see, he is alem and i knw he dont lie me. i think he already regret abt wht he did last time to those girls. i know hw wont want to repeat th same mistake to me cause he swear tht he love me very much. but sometime, i am quite jealous when other girls like/admire him. im nt trying to show off but he quite good looking and he is too friendly ,i guess.unlike exboyf. many of them say tht SOME guys with a good looking face, will PROBABLY have th playboy attitude. but how cn i did nt trust my own boyf? i really hope tht one day, my friends and everyone who knw abt this relationship, will agree abt our relationship. i can only hope so ppl, i beg you. tell me why you disagree abt him.pls? but if it is my fault, forgive and tell me my mistake. i never want ppl to hate me or th ones i love. I miss my boyf. I did nt have a chance to talk to him. I miss talking to him and holding his hand. Sayang, im born to say i love you.Im lost without you..
BOY, YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW DEEP IS MY LOVE. YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I KNOW I LOVE. MISSING BUT NOW FOUND. BOY, YOU ARE MINE.BOY, I KNOW YOU'RE THE BEST FOR MY LIFE. DEEP IN MY HEART IS ONLY YOU. WHATEVER THINGS MAY HAPPEN, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU.
hi world.having a nice day? me? i guess nt. i am feeling so diff. there is like something i wrong wth me. i get tired easily and im too lazy to take things. im lazy to talk. im lazy to laugh. maybe im missing someone or maybe there is something happen. oh god help me.
My relationship with boyf is fine. We getting better but idk wht to say to my friends. They keep blaming him and idk who must i defend. My boyf whom i love so much or my friends whom i near to. but i guess friends. i just dont knw wht to do. Life is changing and it is not like wht i want it to be like. well, we cant just believe tht whtever we want, must exist. nope, i dont think so.
im speechless. idk wht to say to my friends. but if i did not follow wh they say, will they hate me? relationship is just temporary. anyway, i guess im too young to have boyf but idk wht to do. im already in deep love with boyf. well, i knw this is 'Monkey love', or teenager love. i knw boyf dont lie me because he said tht if he lie to me, it gonna be a big sin. well, i should trust him cause as you can see, he is alem and i knw he dont lie me. i think he already regret abt wht he did last time to those girls. i know hw wont want to repeat th same mistake to me cause he swear tht he love me very much. but sometime, i am quite jealous when other girls like/admire him. im nt trying to show off but he quite good looking and he is too friendly ,i guess.unlike exboyf. many of them say tht SOME guys with a good looking face, will PROBABLY have th playboy attitude. but how cn i did nt trust my own boyf? i really hope tht one day, my friends and everyone who knw abt this relationship, will agree abt our relationship. i can only hope so ppl, i beg you. tell me why you disagree abt him.pls? but if it is my fault, forgive and tell me my mistake. i never want ppl to hate me or th ones i love. I miss my boyf. I did nt have a chance to talk to him. I miss talking to him and holding his hand. Sayang, im born to say i love you.Im lost without you..
BOY, YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW DEEP IS MY LOVE. YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I KNOW I LOVE. MISSING BUT NOW FOUND. BOY, YOU ARE MINE.BOY, I KNOW YOU'RE THE BEST FOR MY LIFE. DEEP IN MY HEART IS ONLY YOU. WHATEVER THINGS MAY HAPPEN, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU.