Maybe or may it be that i myself is a bad girlf to my boyf and girls.
abt my girls, i know sometimes im not there fr you. im sorry. but, you should know that i love you girls sincerely. takkan zee nak lupakan darlings darlings zee kan? you all were always there for me. yet, idk how can i do that to you girls. i know some of you girls dislike me and idk why. explain to zee eh? some of you say zee bad mouth eh? since when? i will not bad mouthed ppl w/out reason. and you all also say i cant keep secret? k, zee admit sometimes idk how to keep my mouth shut but sometimes i do. but if you girls cant trust zee anymore, its ok if you girls dont tell me your secret. zee wont force you (: and if you girls think something wrong w zee or what, dont be afraid to tell me what is hidden in your heart. just spill it out. zee will understand. zee dont want to be curious. just tell me th truth and insyaallah zee akan berubah(: and some say aft zee attach w G , zee makin berubah and tak spend time ngn you all? zee betolbetol minta maaf. only that, i feel like i need to spend some time w G. but, insyaallah, i will spend time w you all also. and if you girl hv any problem that is related or not related to zee, just remember that i am here w and for you. ziana sumpah ziana cintakan darlings (:
and to dearest boyf. i know i treat you bad. im a v bad girlf. whenever im angry, wheather to you or not, i will always put th blame on you and always make you sad/angry. idk how much tears hd you waste on me, but sayang, im sincerely sorry. i didnt meant to hurt you. i know tht i always do th thing that you dislike. and i know i always break my promise kan? ampun kan i beribu kali. tp, kalau you tak boleh tahan dengan perangai i, you can find a better girl than me. im not th kind of girl for you. i ikhlas if you want to leave me. and sometimes, without you knowing, i selalu tipu you. but, you always gv me chance no matter how hurt you are. you said you love me no matter how many times i've hurt you. you should really know tht, im lucky to hv a boyf like you eventho you are not perfect. but remember those times? idk why but you trying hard to win my heart. bt i? i hurt you by maki hamun. but you'l never gv up on me. nobody will know how i feel about you. they say you are bad. but they are wrong. in fact, im th one who is bad. thay say you are playboy, but no, you are not. i just want to be w you, not leaving you alone aft all th hurts that i've cause you. you treat me as if im th only girl in th world. you cherish me and gv me this and that. but you also know how i treat you. i treat you as if you are nothing to me. i treat you as if you had no sad feelings. maafkan i,i tawu hati you terguris oleh katakata i yg selalu menyakitkan hati you. tp, you mesti tawu yg i akan selalu cintakan you. meskipun you dah maafkan i, i sendiri tak boleh maafkan diri i. im too sinful to be forgive.
im done. this words and tears are for you who are in this notes. i never regret to spend my time and tears for you cause you also did th same for me. sayang ziana kat girls and boyf.* hugs and kissess*
Maybe or may it be that i myself is a bad girlf to my boyf and girls.
abt my girls, i know sometimes im not there fr you. im sorry. but, you should know that i love you girls sincerely. takkan zee nak lupakan darlings darlings zee kan? you all were always there for me. yet, idk how can i do that to you girls. i know some of you girls dislike me and idk why. explain to zee eh? some of you say zee bad mouth eh? since when? i will not bad mouthed ppl w/out reason. and you all also say i cant keep secret? k, zee admit sometimes idk how to keep my mouth shut but sometimes i do. but if you girls cant trust zee anymore, its ok if you girls dont tell me your secret. zee wont force you (: and if you girls think something wrong w zee or what, dont be afraid to tell me what is hidden in your heart. just spill it out. zee will understand. zee dont want to be curious. just tell me th truth and insyaallah zee akan berubah(: and some say aft zee attach w G , zee makin berubah and tak spend time ngn you all? zee betolbetol minta maaf. only that, i feel like i need to spend some time w G. but, insyaallah, i will spend time w you all also. and if you girl hv any problem that is related or not related to zee, just remember that i am here w and for you. ziana sumpah ziana cintakan darlings (:
and to dearest boyf. i know i treat you bad. im a v bad girlf. whenever im angry, wheather to you or not, i will always put th blame on you and always make you sad/angry. idk how much tears hd you waste on me, but sayang, im sincerely sorry. i didnt meant to hurt you. i know tht i always do th thing that you dislike. and i know i always break my promise kan? ampun kan i beribu kali. tp, kalau you tak boleh tahan dengan perangai i, you can find a better girl than me. im not th kind of girl for you. i ikhlas if you want to leave me. and sometimes, without you knowing, i selalu tipu you. but, you always gv me chance no matter how hurt you are. you said you love me no matter how many times i've hurt you. you should really know tht, im lucky to hv a boyf like you eventho you are not perfect. but remember those times? idk why but you trying hard to win my heart. bt i? i hurt you by maki hamun. but you'l never gv up on me. nobody will know how i feel about you. they say you are bad. but they are wrong. in fact, im th one who is bad. thay say you are playboy, but no, you are not. i just want to be w you, not leaving you alone aft all th hurts that i've cause you. you treat me as if im th only girl in th world. you cherish me and gv me this and that. but you also know how i treat you. i treat you as if you are nothing to me. i treat you as if you had no sad feelings. maafkan i,i tawu hati you terguris oleh katakata i yg selalu menyakitkan hati you. tp, you mesti tawu yg i akan selalu cintakan you. meskipun you dah maafkan i, i sendiri tak boleh maafkan diri i. im too sinful to be forgive.
im done. this words and tears are for you who are in this notes. i never regret to spend my time and tears for you cause you also did th same for me. sayang ziana kat girls and boyf.* hugs and kissess*
