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Saturday, October 10, 2009 11:30 AM

introducing me and th pyjamas.
yay, ziana belum mandi ah. buchuk sey.*step cute*
i knw im disgusting bt its th way of life fr me. i dont bath so fast when it was weekend. i spend my time screaming and sleeping. huaak. no im not like oinkoink.

ohh, th reason i was on hiatus was not because of examination. im lying :P sorry. heeha. it was because im lazy and im so lazy. but im here to update. this few days, i've been stay back-ing w boyf and others. but i dont think i wanna stay back again. it was because of something tht happen just yesterday.

yesterday, i cry in front of my friends & boyf and get scolded frm discipline master. baah. fed up sia. so i go home alone and keep receiving msg asking whether im okay or to say sorry. but at last okay.


i gt a secret to tell. actually, i feel like being single. idk why. bt, i think it is mean to leave boyf jst like tht w/out a good reason. ahh. desperate laaa. thn, i feel like i want to transfer sch. i cant cope w Juying sec. i wish i am 16 or 17 now so tht i could graduate and get out of this sch.

aaaaahhhhh!!!!
nak single.
nk get out of Juying sec.
i want laptop.
this comp tht ive been using fr years is totally sucks la. k ah. im nt trying to be so called ' tak mengenang budi' but this comp no this and no tht *roll eyes* bt if he buy, confirm my sis will take it. so i decide, frm now on, i will safe money and buy a laptop w my own money and only me who can use it. bt how can i collect thousand of dollars ? im just a kid and only receive abt 4 dollars a day. i dont even work yet. fed up nyaaaaaaa.

i want to be her. altho she is single, she is happy and many guys wanted her so much. she can ask fr wht she want. she gonna graduate soon too. not sis. i wish i am her. happy life ever. not gg to juying sec bt tht sch.

everything i do is nt right. i want to be somebody else who can be happy eventho she is single. i want to get wht i want. i want ppl to understand me more. i want peace. i dont want boyf. i want to sit there on th swing and swing myself w happiness. i dont want to be me. i want to be her.

bye. asslamualaikum.


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