MoccaIceCream; any good memories?

2010-02-25T19:20:00.001+08:00

hey babes and hunks! maybe this gonna be th last time im blogging HERE. so actually i hv new blog. so i hv move. bt im so not gonna delete this blog. its worth of memories. so link me at zeetomari.bs.com k? bye!!

2010-02-19T21:16:00.003+08:00

G,i was happy tht you still wanna talk to me. thanks , you.

masturah, i have so much fun with you. thanks for th story.

fir, thanks for th touching story. i hope you will get wht you want. dont give up.

faiqah sexy, thanks for helping me with my relationship.kau pulak bile?

i love my friendship. they were special.

assalamualaikum

2010-02-18T19:51:00.002+08:00

hello everybody. in few days or weeks, i will change blog. i'll gv th URL when it had been ready. thanks to ayuni*wink*. and, life have been tough. first, aft th lion dance incident, many boys started to call me 'pompuan takot lion dance'. i was like wadde hell? second, my common test is next week, and im still here fooling around.i wanna pass, pls. third, its about my relationship. its with boyf or should i call exboyf. well, complicated. i dont even want to look at him again and his friend. let them be as long they are happy. i just cant continue to blame them. but pls, i dont want to be enemy.i still wanna friends with you two. bear with me, pls.

assalamualaikum.

2010-02-17T20:52:00.003+08:00

Maafkan aku sayangku.Semestinya cinta ini bukan untukmu.Aku telah salah memilih.Begitu juga dengan dirimu.Andai saja masa bisaku putar tak akan aku biarkan kau merana .Maafkan aku kerana aku memang tidak lagi dapat menanggung rasa sedih yang selalu dihati. Jika mungkin kita ditakdirkan untuk bersatu, tentu TUHAN akan menemukan kau bersama diriku kembali. Andaikan tidak, aku berharap kau akan bahagia disamping wanita yang kau cinta. Tak terlintas difikiran untuk menyakitimu. Aku hanya ingin meluahkan segala apa yang tersirat di dalam hatiku yang telah hancur.Aku tak mahu lagi membuatmu sedih. Tak ingin aku melihat airmatamu walau satu kali pun. Andainya kau tahu betapa sayangnya diriku terhadap dirimu.Cintaku hanyalah untukmu. Tapi mungkin kita tiada jodoh. Terimalah. Ini semua takdir dan cobaan dari Tuhan.Kenangan manis dan pahit kita akan tetap ku ingati untuk selama-lamanya.Kerana kau pernah menjadi seseorang yang amat kusayangi. Janganlah lagi kita bergaduh.Walaupun kita mungkin tidak akan bersama lagi, aku tetap mengingati kau sebagai kenangan manis dan sebagai teman baikku. Walaupun cinta ini indah, ia harus berakhir di sini.Kau akan tetap ku ingati dan ku simpan didalam hati.

2010-02-17T19:54:00.002+08:00

hey ppl. just wanna tell you tht im changing blog very soon. not th url but th blog. evrything changing. so its gonna be up soon. and ayuni, pls help me. i need your help. k byeeeeee.

2010-02-17T19:16:00.002+08:00

i smile altho im hurt.

jgn pernah katakan bahwa cintamu hanyalah untukku

karna kini kau tlah memberinya

maafkan jika mmg kini

harus ku tinggalkan dirimu

kerna hati ku slalu kau lukai
tak ada lagi yang bisaku lakukan tanpamuku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yg ku rasa
ku menangis membayangkan betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku

kau duakan cinta ini

kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan kepergianmu dirimu dari sisi hidupku

harus slalu kau tahu aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

dedicated to you.

assalamualaikum.

2010-02-15T13:12:00.002+08:00

he asked me why i cry .

i said you dont even care abt me. so why bother?

dont ever call me a girl who like to blame anyhow. im not tht kinda girl. stop accusing me. i love you but is this how you treat me? you were not even there when i was sick. what kind of person are you? i dont want to fight anymore. you or i yang perangai?? eh pakai otakla. aku pun ada hati. aku tak mahu kalau aku selalu dipersalahkan. aku bukan perempuan murahan yang boleh kau perlakukan seperti akku tiada perasaan. mengapa kau berubah? sakitnya hati ini.

assalamualaikum

2010-02-15T12:04:00.002+08:00

im sorry for not updating yesterday. i was busy indeed. so mm, you should knw how much i hate lion dance. REALLY, I HATE IT. so yea, it was celebrate in th scold and suddenly, there is lion dance. i hug fyfy and i was crying like a 9 years old girl. haha. SCARY YOU KNOW!! and guess what? aft mdm rozana comfort me, i was like dumb girl staring at something. and to those who comfort me and give me encouragement, thank very very much. i love you guys. so went home send by a counsellor(?) reach home and sleep.

so there is something i wanna let you know abt my relationship. ITS COMPLICATED. actually i break thn patch back. something REALLY CONFUSING.

well, i really dont have anything to say so byeeeeeee.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!

IM BACK, BABY!!

2010-02-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

hey, hello. im happy to be back baby! thanks to my papa. ily!! so i will updating from now onwards. and to those whos tag is no answered, pardon me k? bye.

2010-01-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

Heyloo! Sry fr th long blog dead. Im n0w blogging by using th phone(believe it or n0t). My h0me internet cnnt use. Anyway, i've change my phone n0. Email me if u want. Bye!

2009-11-02T16:24:00.002+08:00

masturah: serious pa? aku pun nk join buat rmbt afro. HAHHAHAAH!

- maybe eh. why not kan xD kan cool.. confirm kat skola, popular. HAHA! amacam next year kite due buat. nnt org panggil 'budak rambot afro'! xD
laila: hey. congrats. about ur results. if you were in my school, confirm you do better than me.

-hey. thanks.. eh no la.my sis say you better thn me. so hows your result? ok tak? confirm higher thn mine kan? (:
some one......: sister y u never on9 for such a long time

- gt online. you use which email?
Allen-kun: another boring tag, hi

- hallo.

tags replied. once again, thanks fr th taggie. take cares.

anyway, wont be updating. no story, mind blank.

bye loves.

assalamualaikum!

Tags replied(:

2009-11-01T16:52:00.003+08:00

masturah: mcm rambut - Shafira. Kwangkwangkwang. Alah, skali skale try, boleh pe. Rawk. xD

-muahaa! betol la tu. next eh i do afro style. hahas(!)
som eone......: but i bet 100% u will transfering to the boon lay sec.

- ya lor.
ADRIAN: TAGGED 60% staying in juying 40% in transfering to boon lay sec

- no need transfer laa. 100% staying in Juying is more goody good.
Ayuni: Hahha,yeah die mmg gitu.Naik bingit.Umm my result ehk,wait for my blog post ye lahh.:D

- sabar yun. bukan kah sabar itu adalah separuh daripada iman? xD

-tag replied. thanks for th taggie. muacks. love you all^^

assalamualaikum!

2009-10-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

Allen: hello hello, another tag

- hello. ohh thanks Allen(:
Ayuni: Hhaha,nak tau?Tht particular person is AMIRIN ONG!(*LPS)

- eleh. si detu? mmg ah. show off selalu. no offence eh(:
huixin: vice chaiirman....haha~thx ya~

- ooh, thanks fr what? omg. i gonna miss you alot dehh. hope to sit beside you again next year.(:
some one......: do wad part tell me leh im kpo de.any way i wish strawberry n sis gd luck for tmr the result.im sia very scare.*

- do what part? ohh, you pass too right bro? omg. im so happy.im gonna miss you too deh bro.

- tag replied. thanks for th taggie. and happy holiday(:

assalamualaikum!

2009-10-30T21:25:00.002+08:00

syukur alhamdulillah i was promoted to 2a1.

im so happy, like totally. i was so scared tht im gonna retain. and when teacher say im gg to 2a1 nxt year, i gt so excited and jump infront of papa and mr liau. weheehee. but teacher say, dont get to excited. bahaha.

class position- 8/39

level position-16/116

ohh, its not so sastifiying. last time more better eh. i top 10 bt now, alahai, top twenty. but anyway, better thn anything else kan. papa must b proud of me^^ i had no complain but only i need o work harder on English- my worst subject. ok loh.

aft helping ms chua, she upah us each two dollar. weheehee. bagos right. so go canteen and wanna eat.thn gt one auntie so gd treat us. bahaha. gd right. haha. suke i ! HAHA (!) so went up and sit down and talktalk.

so go home w boyf. omg, im gonna miss him so much. so when go home, he hug and kiss me. haha. memalukan masyarakat aku je. so say bye and go home. i fever and running nose la sey. fed up siol. so when go home, he gv me th JYian Got Talent ticket. heeha.thanks anyway. and tht th only day i can meet him on 20 november. he gg to b busy abt his camp and all.

and he say, he's too jealous if next year sec 1 guy want to flirt w me. i was like wadde hell-.- who want to flirt w a girl like me sia. so no, i will love him forever. oh you, th GALAH boy, i will miss you like hell. nak gi date but so not th free. spoiler betol la-.-

assalamualaikum!

2009-10-28T21:04:00.004+08:00

*cry out loud*

aah, i miss my dearly curly hair.

menyesal or not aku rebond rambot. ehh, bt tell you eh, straight hair is easier to handle thn curly hair. but curly suit me. ohh, i want my dearly curly hair back. i shouldnt rebond,should i ? aah, wht to do.

" what to do

cant be help

born like that

- Mr Bakar "

i like it eh. sugan and li jie always say tht sentence. its nice anyway.and so, i reveal my boyf picture and name. bt keep it as a secret eh. shh . today sweet , sugguh sweet .

aft sch, went to plyg and saw boyf. ask him to take care of my beg as i need / want to accompany Cherine to Jurong Stadium to search fr missing swimming costume . actually , im so lazy and tired to go . but i promise her and kesian kan if she go alone. so bad luck eh cherine. just pray hard kay sayang. anything, im here to help(: so aft tht, return to sch. and send cherine to bus stop. and wait fr them, th girls.

I.WANT.TO.GO.OUTING.AFTER.HOILDAY !!

nk pls eh. boring taw menghadap tv ngn comp je.

aku.tak.nak.retain

seriously ms chua say some gonna retain. aah, tanak aah.

assalamualaikum

Babylove

2009-10-28T18:08:00.004+08:00

I Remember Like It Was Yesterday
First Kiss And I Knew You Changed The Game
You Had Me, Exactly, Where You Wanted
And I'm On It, And I Aint Ever Gon Let You Get Away
Holding Hands Never Made Me Feel This Way
So Special, Boy Its Your..Your Smile, We So In Love (Lalalalaaa)
Yeeeah We So In Love (Lalalalalaaa)
And I Just Can't Get Enough Of Your
Lalala Lovee
Yeeah We So In Love Love
I Want You To Know

You Are My Baby Love My Baby Love
You Make The Sun Come Up
Ohh Boy (Ohh Boy)
You're My Every Everything That I Could Ever Dream Of
You Are My Baby Love My Baby Love

You Make The Sun Come Up
Ohh Boy (Ohh Boy)You're My Every Every Every Everything To Know...

In A Minute Now We're Still Holding It Down
Butterflies Everytime He Come Around
You Make Me, So Crazy, Its Crazy, Ohh Baby
I Don't Ever Wanna Be With No One Else
You're The Only One That Ever Made Me Mad
You're Special, Boy It's Your, Your Style

We So In Love (Lalalalalaaa)
Yeeeah We So In Love Lalalalalalaa
And I Just Can't Get Enough

Of Your Lalala Love
Yeah Thats All I'm Thinking Of
Love, I Want You To Know

You are my baby love my baby love

you make the sun come up

( you make the sun come up on a cloudy day)

you're my number one and the special thing,

~

this song really related to my love story ehk. im obsessed w this love song. weird eh? hear fr so many times. k i love muhd ghazali so much heeha! everytime i saw him, confirm theres butterfly in my stomach.ahh, aku cinta dia. ni gmbr, nmpk me and him but not so clear. thanks to Masturah, eh. amek gmbr curi2. so dh happy, ayuni? k byebye. nk mandi.

assalamualaikum!

2009-10-27T18:54:00.004+08:00

i feel good. ta nana nana nana.kay, merepek lah eh.

so today gt audition fr Jyian Got Talent. sound fimiliar? mcm American and British Got Talent. so aft sch, when to level three to hear them practising. i swear, Guia, Yasmin , Daniel and Alisha had a very great voice . i like^^ i keep asking Guia to sing The Climb, it suit her alot , eh? i like her voice. jealous ah eh. so they gone for their audition and they gt in.like duhh, of cos they are in. its so obvious. :D

and boyf thot i take this pic when im younger. padahal ni gmbr were taken yesterday. he say i look likea small kid. iya ke?muahaha.

currently chatting w allen(!). want to take pic tmr!! must go beg mr ganesh. heehaa.

k byebye.

assalamualaikum!

forgive me

2009-10-26T16:15:00.003+08:00

Maybe or may it be that i myself is a bad girlf to my boyf and girls.

abt my girls, i know sometimes im not there fr you. im sorry. but, you should know that i love you girls sincerely. takkan zee nak lupakan darlings darlings zee kan? you all were always there for me. yet, idk how can i do that to you girls. i know some of you girls dislike me and idk why. explain to zee eh? some of you say zee bad mouth eh? since when? i will not bad mouthed ppl w/out reason. and you all also say i cant keep secret? k, zee admit sometimes idk how to keep my mouth shut but sometimes i do. but if you girls cant trust zee anymore, its ok if you girls dont tell me your secret. zee wont force you (: and if you girls think something wrong w zee or what, dont be afraid to tell me what is hidden in your heart. just spill it out. zee will understand. zee dont want to be curious. just tell me th truth and insyaallah zee akan berubah(: and some say aft zee attach w G , zee makin berubah and tak spend time ngn you all? zee betolbetol minta maaf. only that, i feel like i need to spend some time w G. but, insyaallah, i will spend time w you all also. and if you girl hv any problem that is related or not related to zee, just remember that i am here w and for you. ziana sumpah ziana cintakan darlings (:

and to dearest boyf. i know i treat you bad. im a v bad girlf. whenever im angry, wheather to you or not, i will always put th blame on you and always make you sad/angry. idk how much tears hd you waste on me, but sayang, im sincerely sorry. i didnt meant to hurt you. i know tht i always do th thing that you dislike. and i know i always break my promise kan? ampun kan i beribu kali. tp, kalau you tak boleh tahan dengan perangai i, you can find a better girl than me. im not th kind of girl for you. i ikhlas if you want to leave me. and sometimes, without you knowing, i selalu tipu you. but, you always gv me chance no matter how hurt you are. you said you love me no matter how many times i've hurt you. you should really know tht, im lucky to hv a boyf like you eventho you are not perfect. but remember those times? idk why but you trying hard to win my heart. bt i? i hurt you by maki hamun. but you'l never gv up on me. nobody will know how i feel about you. they say you are bad. but they are wrong. in fact, im th one who is bad. thay say you are playboy, but no, you are not. i just want to be w you, not leaving you alone aft all th hurts that i've cause you. you treat me as if im th only girl in th world. you cherish me and gv me this and that. but you also know how i treat you. i treat you as if you are nothing to me. i treat you as if you had no sad feelings. maafkan i,i tawu hati you terguris oleh katakata i yg selalu menyakitkan hati you. tp, you mesti tawu yg i akan selalu cintakan you. meskipun you dah maafkan i, i sendiri tak boleh maafkan diri i. im too sinful to be forgive.

im done. this words and tears are for you who are in this notes. i never regret to spend my time and tears for you cause you also did th same for me. sayang ziana kat girls and boyf.* hugs and kissess*

assalamualaikum.

2009-10-26T14:48:00.002+08:00

kalau tawu, aku tak kluar rumah!

menyakitkan hati ajaa. dh lh skejap, tp kaki pun sakit. mood pun hilang.

---.---

tido kat rumah lg bagos!

2009-10-25T15:52:00.002+08:00

aloha babies!

morning wake up, went to lelong(?) and market thn buy breakfast.

today stay home dg nothing. play comp and chat w boyf. talk abt asthma and ataxia(?) he knw i gt asthma so he gv me information and keep giving me advice abt this and tht. ohh, such a loviing boyf, i love him. im lucky to get a boyf like him. *smile wide wide* its been two hour kan i chat w him. lame gtu.

so, yesterday, i also chat w him. we plan want to go date. not only us bt also w 3 other couple. bnyk kankankan? so idk when but November or December. so, mama say my older sister want to ajak us go holiday on 21 November-- a day before my 4th monthsary. alaaaaaaa, i want to celebrate my monthsary la. i want go dating *muka mentel*. thn mama say its only for one day. so ok lo. as you knw/(or not), i never met boyf parents. boyf also but he once see my mother 3 days ago. so, we plan on parents meeting day, we want to salam each other parents. laaa, i want to meet boyf's sister. she's pretty and baek taw . kk, soon la eh ziana.

kk, byebye.. nk engok tv. nk gi mamam jugak ah. k stop it eh ziana. stop acting cute.-.-

assalamualaikum!!!

2009-10-24T14:22:00.001+08:00

ADRIAN BESTIE CANNOT TRANSFER.

I WONT EVER LET HIM TRANSFER SCHOOL.

YOU TRANSFER, I NO GOOD GUYFRIEND ANYMORE LEHH.

*SAD FACE*

2009-10-24T12:33:00.003+08:00

5 day nvr update. im busy.sorry.

2 days ago is my 3rd monthsary. im so happy taw. cause something special happen. Tht day, we nvr manage to celebrate cause fyfy was begging me to go home w her. take bus and went home. me and Emily were planning to go swimming tht day but she need to stay back for awhile.so she said she'l be late. so i was begging mama and my uncle family to accompany me to swimming complex. so go there w mama first and start swimming. thn, i was swimming w cousin farhan, tht 8 years old boy. so while swimming, i saw this one guy. we were looking at each other. when he take off his goggles, i realise tht is boyf. i was like yippee yippee yay! damn happy la kan. our monthsary full of surprises every time. thn saw Emily and her boyf. abt 7+, go home.

yesterday, was swimming carnival. we lost but mdm mas say its ok. so when home w boyf , Yasmin and her boyf. we hv a great time scolding each other. it was so fun yesterday. i sungguh sungguh like !

ok, byebye.

assalamualaikum!

2009-10-19T10:48:00.003+08:00

ugly pic. i know.

bahaha. morning people (:

kekasih oh kekasih. mana awak menghilang ? sudah lama saya menunggu awak . entah sampai bila saya harus menunggu .saya amat perlukan awak sekarang .i need your jokes. i need to hear my own laughter . now , who could make me laugh except you ? i miss th time when you hug me.i miss th time when you comfort me if im sad.i miss th time when you hold my hand.i miss th time when you say tht you love me.i really miss you and idk why.its just tht i hd no one to talk to.i guess its only you who could understand me.who else bt you ? hey handsome boy , i need you, i miss your handsome face.i really cant wait fr th day tht we gonna meet again.

alaaa ):

i miss all my cousin especially cousin wina,irah and shidah. bila nk meet lg ? mcm dah bertahuntahun tk jumpa. kankankan??i want to go swimming w cousins at Jurong east but mama wont allow me to go ): *roll eyes* not fair la eh. kakak cn go out but i cannot. so unfair. thn if i stay at home dg nothing for what? and waste my time shouting when you dont even like it. so let me go out cn ?

tmr must go sch cause gt competition.*finger cross* thn go home w boyf.

anyway, HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY TO HANEY. [my sweetest primary friend]

semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. and stay happy always. cant wait to meet you again. i miss you taw, like totally!

assalamualaikum(:

2009-10-16T20:58:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum .

guess what ? exam is over^^ uhhuh! happy gituk kan?

as i mention, EXAM IS OVER, so, there is no need to menghadap buku again. so i wanna enjoy my holiday. either i will stay home watching tv or eating or sleeping. saya nk tido lamalama. i will beg mama to go out. but, pelbagai alsan saya kasi psl malas nk keluar rumah.-.- jadi, saya rasa, stay dekat rumah dan menonton TV adalah benda bagus untuk dilakukan. ohh tidaakk.

heeha. so next week 3 day never sch. bt will be gg to sch on tuesday fr a competition. boyf also gt competition. but diff. but,i'l be gg home w him. ^^ happy nyaa. mana tknya, dah lamatk baik sama dia. happy uh.

6 more days lah sey. happy gitu kan?^^ 3 monthsary of me and boyf tawtawtaw. but, as you know, when it gonna reach our monthsary, there will be many prob. like totallty! but, im happy tht me and boyf hv reach this far. wheepee(!) ilovehim...heloveme. *muka mentel* time pass so fast you knw. mcm tk percaya gitu kan? saya pun tk. altho we fight many times, it doesnt make me hate you but it make me wanna you more. im so not gonna let you go from my life. like totally (!) so dont let me go. im so proud taw cos among all my girlsf, we hv th longest relationship and it will not end,kan sayang^^ betolbetolbetol! jgn jealous taw kawankawanku.

i think im gonna be overweight soon. i eat so much today.so,miss chua already knw tht i hv lost my vice chairman badge. she never scold bt ask to search fr tht thing. and i was like my face want to seach? rajin nyaa.

otp w boyf. i put down th phone when he was abt to say bye. my pp8 low la. sorry eh:)

assalamualaikum(:

2009-10-16T15:19:00.002+08:00

Hullo!
Ayuni here,was testing to see how small is the font.
And hello!
Goodbye.

ayuneee

2009-10-14T15:57:00.003+08:00

blog dead fr a few days ayte ?

yep, im busy w EOY and im just being lazy and some problem.

tmr is th last exam tht is mly LC. and im ggto skudai later. idk fr wht.

i cried yesterday night. i just cant take those tears. stupid bitchh. becos of her , my relationship w boyf is getting more bad. i never ask you to involve in my prob. kau jgn melebeh la sial. sejak kau hadir dlm hidup aku, semua benda jadi huru hara. aku pun tk minta kau tolong ah. yg kau sebok psl aku punya relationship apehal? and jgn nk prasan la eh, aku tk mintak kau buat tu and ni. kau sape sak ganggu hidup aku ?

bye.

2009-10-10T11:30:00.003+08:00

introducing me and th pyjamas.

yay, ziana belum mandi ah. buchuk sey.*step cute*

i knw im disgusting bt its th way of life fr me. i dont bath so fast when it was weekend. i spend my time screaming and sleeping. huaak. no im not like oinkoink.

ohh, th reason i was on hiatus was not because of examination. im lying :P sorry. heeha. it was because im lazy and im so lazy. but im here to update. this few days, i've been stay back-ing w boyf and others. but i dont think i wanna stay back again. it was because of something tht happen just yesterday.

yesterday, i cry in front of my friends & boyf and get scolded frm discipline master. baah. fed up sia. so i go home alone and keep receiving msg asking whether im okay or to say sorry. but at last okay.

i gt a secret to tell. actually, i feel like being single. idk why. bt, i think it is mean to leave boyf jst like tht w/out a good reason. ahh. desperate laaa. thn, i feel like i want to transfer sch. i cant cope w Juying sec. i wish i am 16 or 17 now so tht i could graduate and get out of this sch.

aaaaahhhhh!!!!

nak single.

nk get out of Juying sec.

i want laptop.

this comp tht ive been using fr years is totally sucks la. k ah. im nt trying to be so called ' tak mengenang budi' but this comp no this and no tht *roll eyes* bt if he buy, confirm my sis will take it. so i decide, frm now on, i will safe money and buy a laptop w my own money and only me who can use it. bt how can i collect thousand of dollars ? im just a kid and only receive abt 4 dollars a day. i dont even work yet. fed up nyaaaaaaa.

i want to be her. altho she is single, she is happy and many guys wanted her so much. she can ask fr wht she want. she gonna graduate soon too. not sis. i wish i am her. happy life ever. not gg to juying sec bt tht sch.

everything i do is nt right. i want to be somebody else who can be happy eventho she is single. i want to get wht i want. i want ppl to understand me more. i want peace. i dont want boyf. i want to sit there on th swing and swing myself w happiness. i dont want to be me. i want to be her.

bye. asslamualaikum.

2009-10-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

on HIATUS fr a week.

Due to examination.

2009-10-05T20:27:00.002+08:00

maaakk!

idk wht kind of day is today. im bored. like totally. exam was hard, no doubt.

morning, i reach afiqah place first^^ board bus and went to parade square. we are quite early cause no many ppl. whee. i was having headache so when cherine come,i ask fr panadol bt she dont hv it. so Siti gv me one medicine which dont really look like panadol. bt no choice, i just take it. i vomit at th first medicine so take th second one. it was awful.

aft that(exam), meet boyf and his friend at playground. it was fun bt something happen when we almost wanna go home. boyf jealous, muahaha. so he bad mood. and i was having cramp and his friend were keep talking abt his girlf. so i when inside sch and pujuk boyf. ni anak macam perempuan la. but today was gerek, i guess.

i reach home and eat cause i was damn hungry. suddenly, while eating, im having a v bad stomach cramp. it couldnt be th red month. cause i just finish it.so aft eating, i went to th sink w my body bend. aft tht, take a nap till 7.59pm. i was still so sleepy.bt just wake up.

i miss my boyf. who wouldnt ? so while walking w him to home, he tell me tht most of his family members knw abt me already. his sister knw my name and his mother knw abt me frm his sister. but they dont knw me tht much. they dont even knw how i look like. bt they dont mind abt our relationship. i wonder if they've meet me. die liao.

so, his friend ask we two,when will me and boyf tell our parents abt our relationship. so boyf say 3 more years, when we are 16. but i say 7 more years, when we are 20. so i kept asking myself, why are we two so confident tht our relationship will remain tht long? so i ask him why, he say he knw it. idk hw bt i knw he knw. example, remember abt my classmate liking me? boyf had tell me earlier tht someone like me.woah. so i believe him and why not we continue this relationship.

actually, he quite sad or angry at his friend.because of him, i kept asking boyf question like [why do you like me?] , [whats so special about me?]. so i once say,[ i dont believe tht you love me.] i didnt meant to be bad . so atlast. we're okayy.

When you walked through the door

It was clear to me

You’re the one they adore, who they came to see

You’re a … rock star (baby)

Everybody wants you

Player… Who could really blame you

We're the ones who made you

i obsessed w this song. i like th song bt hate th stupid video.

assalamualaikum.

2009-10-03T10:26:00.002+08:00

aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!

bila nak top up ni? sehari suntuk menghadap comp, tv boring sungguh -.-

today will be th malay post

saya nak keluar tapi ada exam. saya nk msg atau call boyf tapi prepaid low. saya mahu jumpa farah tapi kemana dia. saya nak belajar tapi malas. saya nak nyanyi tapi suara takda. saya nak joget mcm orang gila tapi perut saket. saya nak makan tapi takda selera. saya rindu boyf tapi apa gunanya. aaaaaaahhhhhhhh! fed up nyaa :(saya nak pergi sekolah tapi agaknya sekolah tutup. saya rindu kawan2 saya. saya nak jumpa Britney Spears. saya mahu pekik tapi nanti mama dan papa marah.saya nak berselerakkan bilik tapi nanti semua bising.saya mahu hilangkan benda D tapi nanti dia tahu saya hilangkan.saya nak jumpa boyf.saya nak senyum tapi tiada apa2 nak buat saya senyum.saya nak lari tapi malas.

S.I.T.I.N.U.R.Z.I.A.N.A

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

2009-10-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

alaaa....

frm $4.29 to $0.71.

this is because talk to boyf too long-.-''

hmph, anybody willing to top up fr me? no i guess.

boyf and i skarang tengah bad mood because of something.boyf say, because of this person, i began to feel suspicious abt boyf. i guess it is true. i shouldnt listen to wht he say. he influence me bt its bad bah. im msg-ing boyf and i cn tell tht he was super angry nw. k ah. tk nk bebual psl tu benda lg.

just nw gt english exam. i cant understand some of th question and main hentam jaa. hope i could pass la eh.

i knw he was looking at me cause im looking at him. both keep mute-ing.

i was fed up to tht guy too. mana boyf tak marah bila tu jantan g duduk dekat2 ngn aku and steady jaa pegang2 aku. kau pikir aku ape? he think its funny to ask me to make boyf jealous. so i talk to boyf otp just nw and i knw wht is true. bahh. dont want talk bout it anymore.

im chatting w exboyf. he forgotten me. due to something which i must keep as a secret. he forgotten tht gd girl. wht happening to him. get well soon.

assalamualaikum.

2009-10-01T20:20:00.003+08:00

Hey yo everybody.

To was a splendid day. i love it. i like^^

morning, swimming lesson. k, boyf and his classmates sungguh bising sey. mintak kena sepak jaa. thn take pledge and go in. it was boring. i had to sit there and do nothing. but sometimes gossiping w my friends. i knw its bad bt FYI , some girls love gossiping. i cant swim due to red month-.-'' i gt swimming test you knw-.-'' aft tht, walk back to sch and hv a break. didnt eat. no appetite.

mother tongue.

im hving headache and cry during Geo class. but silent cry. nobody saw it, i guess. teachers let me rest and ok, i slept fr a few mins. stupid idiot bastard, go disturb me while sleeping. so, aft sch, i and Yasmin already plan to go fr math class tht is optional. goodright us? but right aft sch, we went to playground to meet our boyfs. heeha. thn went fr math class fr 1 hour. aft tht, go to playground. it was fun , i tell you. his friend accidentally throws a bamboo stick and hit my head. sakit gila mampat tawuk.

uhh, i havent eat th chocolate tht boyf gv to me gonna eat it soon. i miss him. tmr got eng exam and im so lazy to study.

study la Ziana!

if i dont want to study?

you want to fail?

am i gonna fail?

idk. mayb you gonna fail.

oooh, im so not gonna fail.

stupid sia talking to myself. boredom.

assalamualaikum!

2009-09-30T19:18:00.005+08:00

aloha readers.

im supposed to update yesterday bt i go somewhere.

yesterday and today - it was great. it was great. it was great.

kalau hari2 gini mcm kan gerek. jumpa dia, bergurau dgn dia, balik dgn dia dan berbual dgnnya. ahhh, indahnya dunia ini pabila disitu dan disini ada cinta dan kebahagiaan. k, stop it ehh ziana -.-'' step jaa.

semalam,i met him and his friend at sch playground. they were doing whtever th training. thn i saw Hakim, th sec 3 boy. meanwhile boyf and bak( his friend) dg th training, i joke around w Hakim. Gerek tawuk. We talk, eat, drink,joked around mcm itu kita punya dunia. wakakaka! so atlast, abt 4 smthg, i saw boyf mcm bad mood so i approach him while Hakim sitting at th slide. i talk to boyf and he say tht he is lonely and no one wanna talk to him. so i talk and talk to him thn look behind, Hakim is gone. so continue ah talk to him. then bak come to us. we make him jealous. hahaha. padan muka kau. then, boyf gv me this pic when we go home. i like cause i ask fr it. cute tawuk. he say this was th first year of hari raya fr him. cute kaannnnnn?! k, tak mahu puji bnyk2. nnt boyf kembang. muahaha!

today, w him again.bt lot of disturbance. bt so sweet. ok, no longlong post. serious tired ni. anyway, just nw gt boyf 'brother'. he was a cikgu. quite good looking. ok, mentel sey ziana. tk mahu flirt la. lagipun, dia dah ada girlf. boyf kata, dia minah tudong. muahaha. jahat ah boyf. it was fun when he send me home. when we hang out at sch, im sitting w boyf while bak w D. bak ws trying to talk to d bt me and boyf make so much noise. haha. oh, sunnguh indah kenangan itu. ask him to buy chocolate and he buy snickers and mars. i ate one bt one, i eat when i miss him. theres butterfly in my stomach whenever i saw him.

cinta buatku terbang.

assalamualaikum.

2009-09-28T20:39:00.002+08:00

babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -.-''

i was otp wth boyf skali pp8 no money like wadde hell sia. darah menyirap!!!!! i was having fun talk with him skali stupid ass pp8 low. i just top up yesterday you knw. -------.......---------''''''''''''''''

should i say: ewwlllllllll/ stop it, its gross.

she was over th moon yknw, trying to make jealous by hugging her boyf and manja2ing infront of me. like fuck sia. you think i need to see it and be jealous of it? oh please la ehk. takda masa saya untuk benda yang sungguh tk berwawasan. i never say couple/ BGR cant be like tht bt fr wht wanna show off? like i heck care sia. saya ngn boyf saya pun boleh buat gitu mcm la ehk. mentang2 td saya punya boyf takda, awak saje nk buat saya cemburu? oh, saya sungguh tk berminat. kalau lah td boyf saya ada, nmpk sah saya akn lebih mesra ngn dia. nk bet perr?i hate it. she was so obvious wanna show off infront of me. okayy, no offence.(:

rumours. rumours. rumours.

im sick of rumours tht cme out frm this humans mouth. are they unhappy abt my relationship w boyf ? first, i heard boyf asking fr a stead w this girl. so, so, so, i ws damn angry bt im sure theres explaination kn ,kn, kn? i was abt to msgboyf. asking him to online. thn,thn,thn, he called me. th first thing he wanna talk w me is abt tht girl. im scared at first. thinking tht he will ask me fr break. seriously, im worried.my blood froze. is he gonna ask me fr break? guess wht? no he didnt. he said tht was jst rumours. he and tht girl were just friend. he swear abt it. hw could i nt trust him? so it was just rumours. thts it. nothing else to say. i wanna talk long long bt suddenly th pp8 no more money -.-''

sch was fine. aft sch w her *roll eyes*. hw i wish could just left her. too bad. boyf nt following to swimming lesson. boo. if nt, i will go home w him, either holding his hand and rest on his shoulder. it will b just great rather thn to see those clown, walking infront of my friend and th clown couple. and show hw proud i am. muahaha. i would even hug him :) takpalah. besok saya balek ngn boyf. tunggu dia habis training lalu balik bersama dia. talk crap is wht we love to do. standard paahhh!

k bye bye bye bye.

aku cinta boyf, ayuni, mama, papa, adrian, cherine, fyfy, fira, qeeqee,hui xin, farulin, aino and many more. * insert name missing* and MHIBMG (:

assalamualaikum.

2009-09-25T14:30:00.002+08:00

hello lovely-lovely readers:D

yesterday and today was a gerek and happening and happy day, i like tawuk.

yesterday and today go home with boyf. nk tawu tak? nk tawu tak? tak nk sudah!

yesterday, went fr swimming lesson early in th morning. it was fun bt i dont knw hw to swim. bt i suceed a little. thanks to my patience coach and my darlingsszz. so aft, hv a short bath there and when i were standing at th mirrorr, my girlfs tell me tht tadi boyf gt a small incident. they say, his leg cramp and he also drown. i was worried gler mampat thn i went out, nmpk die mcm okay jee. he still could say hi ziana,deenngggg-.-'' so ht day too, lepak fr awhile and walkwalk with girlfs. and i saw boyf walking behind us, boohoo,tklaa.

so kita all went back to sch. nk jumpa satu laki nii. leceh. so we jumpa tht laki at there and boyf is still behind.oh yah, bfore tht, we go to 7-11 to buy tidbits or wht. i buy mash potato. and i tell you eh, i make so much trouble. i droped things, i take a long time to pay th mash potato and i kept turning round th shop. it was late , i tell you. fed up tawukk-.-'' then, saw boyf, nmpk sah dia ikut kitaorg knknkn?! so i joke to fyfy:

z: fyfy, aku nk suap ******* ah.

fyfy: eh? *******, ziana nk suap kau!

z: *muka blur* huh? * act tatawu*

fyfy: hahaha!

and everybody keep saboing me. i say i was joking, bt, i was serious. bt i was so far shy. so at last, i've been stuffing th mash potato at girlfriends mouth. so, so, so, at last go home with boyf aft my friends keep forcing me. thanks girls fr th lovelylovey day. aku cinta kau, kau cinta aku.

so we talk crap while walking. th weather hot tawuk. maken hitam ni kulit. he hold my hand bile cross th road. comelnye boyfku. mcm nak picet2 je tu pipi. say bye and ily.

k saya mahu makan. ada nada di dalam perut saya yg berkata saya lapaaarr!

assalamualaikum!!!!

2009-09-23T20:37:00.003+08:00

sorry fr nt informing abt my hiatus.

i gt problems, big problems.

but i guess it hs solved.

one of my classmate which i only knw as a friend, liked me. i reject cause i dont have any love feeling towards him. sorry. he told me on th eve of Hari Raya. sorry you. didnt meant to broke your heart. i still could be your bestie right?:)

today was totally a gerek day. aft sch, went fr science lesson which nt so many ppl attend. imma good girl. aft tht, went fr cca. th girls wait me at sch playground. saw boyf and his friend. they were talking to QeeQee. then, went down to playground and QeeQee call me to Him. We had a talk and thanks to QeeQee. at last he say:

Him:Ziana..

Ziana:mmm?

Him: I love you

Ain, QeeQee,FyFy,Ryn: cchhheeeyyyy!(shout and laughing loudly)

it is as sweet as honey and funny like comedyY

he say tht infront of my friends like wadde hell. but it is sweet. its first time a boy tell me tht he love me infront of my friends.

i just chat with him, i say:

Z:you you you..!!!!!

Dia:yesyesyes

Z:semalam semalam semalam.....!!!

Dia:yesyesyes
Z:220909 220909 220909
Z:2nd month 2nd month 2nd month

Dia:ya asal

i was like deng betol la si deni. hw cn he forget it? atlast remember. k byeeeeeeee...

cyg you all.

assalamualaikum!

2009-09-18T20:47:00.003+08:00

i've break with ~~boyf~~

i dont knw if i am sad or happy.

must i cry or celebrate it.

k, im sad course everytime i stead, it wont be long and end in less thn 2 month.

im happy cos im single and im free nw.

we hv just break up just nw. adrian siao ting-tong help. thanks guyfriend! ily as a best guyf. nvr thot it end like this. so, so, so, me and adrian, plan to go to Singapore Poly( if cn). we gt th same sch. and,and, and,guess wht? i say we could find our true love there. i say to him:

hope we could find our own boyf/girlf at there ok?

your one pretty, my one handsome :D

gerek right?! yea, adrian siao ting-tong rocks. without him, i dont hv a gd guyf. i wonder if he become my boyf. lol. ok ,nt!! just kidding anyway. he will always bcome my gd guyf. he's single,im single. its great when both bestf is single. kamcing pahh!

assalamualaikum!!!!

2009-09-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

LOOK, how hyper she is.<3

well, thats th birthday girl!

my bestie, Nur Ayuni.

Happy Birthday Bestie Ayuni! May God bless you in everything you do. i will love you always. thanks fr being my bestie eventho we seldom met. bt every time i saw you, i knw how much i love and miss you:D

today was a nice day. Morning run was tiring bt i did it^^Cut th story short, went to SP fr competition and go home. we lost:( waiting fr bus 241 and saw one of my pri friend. he was sitting there and he look at me. since tht day, he's been looking all th time at me with his jaw dropped. nk gadoh ke perh? then take bus with him. he sit behind i sat in front. i alight and he look at me , again. miss me ehk? haha. k prasan! he look no diff bt cute^^ ok, shhhh.

assalamualaikum!

2009-09-16T20:52:00.004+08:00

first of all, i would like to wish my prettiest, beloved sister

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

always remember tht i always love you altho we seldom meet.

So hi everybody. Nothing happen much today. Very bored. Morning me and Pee plan to take bus to sch. and when want to tap, she suddenly realise she hv forgetten to bring her ezlink card-.-'' so d to walk to sch. then, then, then, aft sch, majority dont wan to go fr science extra class cause they thot its boring bt i go^^ imma goodgirl^^then aft tht, when fr cca. very fun. running like as if its my house. im so kembang when he praise me. imma good student^^ muahaha!

so when home with Dian,Faiqah, him and HIM.and they left me with HIM. Suweyy. and otw, saw Farulin bestie and joke with her while HIM walking behind us. i ignore HIM. Hati manyak punyaa saket lorh. So at last, Farulin left me and HIM. andwe start th conversation. very serious. no smiling at all. and at a time, we kept quiet and mumbling to each other. HE send me home and goodbye. There is no more SWEET WORDS from HIM like he always do. Dissapointed. then went up, skali saw my mother standing outside th house. did she saw me with HIM? die die. saw i just smile and i guess mama saw nothing. fyuuhhh! so i reach home. tired.

so, bye.

so nt in th mood.

assalamualaikum.

2009-09-15T22:08:00.003+08:00

so amacam straight?

so hello you,you and you.

im feeling so good. i've found my book and i no need to pay fr it. thanks god.sso nw im out of probs except abt boyf. nope,i dont think i wanna break. bt, its a hard decision to make. its ok. all th best fr me(:

COLOUR MY WORLD WITH

LOVE

2009-09-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

"you sanggup berubah? and why cant you just continue th good attitude? *******, you are better nw then th old one. we may nt be together again bt we still cn be friend right? there is still many girls who like you. you cume pilih je bt me, i gt nothing. im sorry if i hurt you. i tawu i jahat.maafkan i. so what kalau kite break? we still and talk to each other like normal. who knws, i might fall fr you again in th future. you knw nothing. and i make sure i'll be there fr you like you were there fr me."

broken promises and heart broken.

2009-09-14T20:49:00.003+08:00

i just rebond my hair.

i miss my curly hair.

th reason i rebond my hair?

its hari raya. and my sis forcing me to rebond.

and now ppl keep asking me if i rebond.

and i look beautiful?

oh, no way. bt thanks.

kembangg.

i did it yesterday.

and i tell you eh, saket siol pantat dudok kat itu chair.

and its takes 4 hours-.-''

and i suffer today becos of this hair.

i must tie very low.

i clip up fringe.

and i became anerd today.

skirtlong, fringe clip-ed, no anklesocks, wear tie.

imma goodgirl la yaw.

and i cant wash my hair fr 3 days..

ooh, smelly la!

assalamualaikum.

2009-09-10T18:07:00.002+08:00

i've been singing and talking to myself. im weird? yea, i think so.

im so need to go fr infocomm tmr. im lazy ! bt still need to go. and its like fr 7 hours! hw cn i survive tht long?! unfair competition ! i dont knw wht to post abt . i just dg this fr fun. i miss EVERYBODY in sch. and im so dead ! i havent found my book . HE so gonna shout infront of my face . idk wht to do ! its my fault ? idk ehk ? k bye la. i wanna play game. heehaaaaaaaaa.

assalamualaikum!!!!!!!!

2009-09-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

I was born on a Friday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 13 years
I've been living for 158 months
I've been living for 686 weeks
I've been living for 4,806 days
I've been living for 115,353 hours
I've been living for 6,921,200 minutes
I've been living for 415,272,009 seconds
I've breathed more than 65,833,386 times!
I've blinked my eyes more than 69,783,386 times!
My heart has beaten more than 484,484,000 times!

this is hw long Allah hv given me to live.
Thanks Allah. Forgive me fr all my wrongdoings.
I love YOU than anything else.

i really regret abt wht i did last time. i did nt pray. i do bad things. i keep doing th same sin all over again. Tears cant do anything. Please forgive me. Aku amat bersyukur akn segala benda yg ENGKAU telah anugerahkan kepadaku. AKu tahu aku selalu membuat benda2 yg berdosa namun , ENGKAULAH maha pemaaf. AMPUNILAH AKU.

im feeling so down today.

assalamualaikum..

2009-09-06T17:58:00.003+08:00

hello.

today cousin Farah went to my house. we went to many places in jw. it was fun bt she hd already go home.

and did you guys read a tag frm Ayuni? Which she says:
ayuni: lol,asal alih alih ayuneee's bestest best friend...hahha

translate:lol, why suddenly ayuneee's bestest best friend...hahha

oooohh, th ans is simple. i went to her blog and saw my name with th sentence ' bestest best friend'. so, i decided to 'show off' to ppl out there tht i am ayuni's bestest best friend. heeha. fyi, shes mine bestest best friend. fair huh? so thts th ans.. Happy enough?^^

i had nothing much to say. only tht i really miss my pri friends. i wanna meet ayuni. i wanna meet Pretty Haneyy. i wanna meet Effa. i wanna meet all of them. Haneyy makin cantek skarang! heehee!

i melt when i saw boyf last time pic. he did nt msg me cause his pp8 is low, same as mine. boo! i miss him and wanna meet him. i show his pic(s) to cousin Farah and she say hes handsome and she cant believe its him. haha. never mind bah. huak!

assalamualaikum!

2009-09-04T19:45:00.003+08:00

heeha.

im back.

aft a few days busy, i finally get to update. blame my sis and my busy-ness. theres nothing happen much this days. i started to miss my friends already. its ok. hoping to meet them, soon. so, i get my report slip. it was quite satisfying. i meant, better then last time one. i fail only science-.-'' i pass my English! band 5 fr art-.-'' geo band 2! uhhuh uhuh! everything gg round and round.

relationship with boyf is so smooth. with friends, getting greater and better. My seniors are more friendly to me. So teachers knw me better.btw, yesterday, go to SP fr th competition thingy. th talk was boring,to be frank. even my senoir fall asleep. then, it was break time. it was McDonald chicken burger. i was nt fasting so my friends and my senior were forcing me to eat. so, i take 4 small bite. i was shy becos i am malay and theres some Malays too. but a few. so they say its ok, just eat. so, aft 4 small bites, my senior help me to throw. hee. i knw its sucha waste. blame me, idc.

then today, aft sch, went to toilet with some girls. haha. P suddenly shout. and its funny.

idk wht to say. boyf talk to me abt his ex. he say, aft they found a new boyf, they will forget him. baah. he scared if im one of th girls. or i might leave him like his ex do. he is a playboy? shuddup and mind your own business.

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-31T18:37:00.003+08:00

mcm faham je ni gmbr.

(last pic, from left) Husna, Ayuni, Syahirah and ME

(uh, im th darkest-.-''

Husna th prettiest^^

Syahirah th Cutest^^

Ayuni th rockers^^)

just nw went to lakeside. i miss my friends, like totally! then, i went to canteen and saw priya. she and roshan suddenly hug me so tightly until im out of breath. i miss them. so searching fr brstie ayuni and at last saw her. meet miss faieza and she look so pretty. Camwhore with Ayuni, Husna and Syahirah. they were graet. then went to meet hana. few hours later go home by myself *sob*

and i gt new friend tht is Laila. She is my *insert reason*. If you are reading this, HELLO. Shes kind and cute eventho i nvr meet her face to fece. but i knw shes good. heehee.

and today i was like so naik darah. i gt period la. uh, malas nyerr. ingat nk puase full month skali, spoiler betol la. then today go home with boyf. thanks fr sending me home. ily. when was gg home frm lakeside by bus, i receive a msg frm boyf saying tht he is injured. his hand(?) gt blood because he and his old friend were playing like mad. tulah! sape suroh maen ganas2? boyf mcm girl. siket pun nk mengadu kt org. nk carik simpati la tu.tk tawu malu. wakaka! and th funn thing is, he and his friends, were locked in their pri classroom. haha. idk if they are out already. yea, im bad. heehee. padan muke.

today. i had a very bad stomach ache. i need rest. so bye. maybe im updating again. bt no promise.

assalamualaikum!

I love my LOVESTORIES

2009-08-29T21:06:00.004+08:00

many desicion has to be made.

hello world. such a very great day. im feeling down. boyf ws sick bt he manage to cheer me up. he msg, call and chat with me.i love him alot. monday gonna visit lakeside. much missess. wanna meet cikgu faieza. gg with dearest masturah and desiree. and ayuni, im gonna meet you! effa and hana too. old and now bestie! nothing else to say. im just want say....

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY UNCLE (PAK MAT) AND LATE MICHAEL JACKSON. I LOVE YOU TWO VERY MUCH!

i wanna say to boyf tht thru this 1 month 7 days, i want to say tht i love you very much. i wish theres a better word than love to describe my feelings towards you. you may nt be perfect bt to me, you cn improve. You show me tht you are th one. we were friend last time. we talk normal and act normal. i never thot a guy who i knw as a normal friend could nw be my boyf. before we stead, you tell me bout your ex. they were my friends. and i knw hw hurt you are. you were there to make laugh, telling me jokes and try to cheer me up when i am down abt my exboyf. Until then, i heard rumours bout you. we lost in touch bt then, we met back in msn. i ask you fr help and you were there fr me. you ask me fr stead bt i reject cause im back with my exboyf. aft breaking back with my exboyf, i lead normal life and you were still there to cheer me up.im touched. then, 20 July 2009 you ask fr stead. i say i need time. bt, on 22 July 2009, im officially yours. im happy. and you told me abt when we were prefect. we were friend. sitting together and act like we were never couple. now, you say tht when we were prefect, you started to like me. you help me when my skirt were stuck. we do our duty together. i love it when you smile at me.i cherish those moment sayang. i will always love you.

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-28T20:06:00.004+08:00

hi beloved readers.

today was a nice(?) day. sch was release early and then abt 1 something went home with besties. i was sitting alone at th bench with a man. then they( guy friends and girlfriends) keep saying tht it was my new boyf. and say i was a timer. wth-.-'' im faithful okay.so i was missing boyf and he suddenly msg me saying tht he is still in his class. so, i had to go home with them, th girls. reach home and then, something made me almost saying vulgarities but i cant. mum and dad and all is nt at home-.-'' buat penat je balek rumah. so complain to mama and she say she gonna be late so, as a troublesome girlf, i msg boyf and tell him everything. so he told me to come back to sch-.-'' so yana had th same problem and we together went back to sch.

i hate it when she say tht i was th one who should be blame. its nt my fault anyway. whos changing? me or you? stp saying its my fault. you only wants winning and want me to say sorry to you. oh bullshit. i dont think so.

take bus 241 and each sch saw some friends then straight away go to level 3. wanna meet boyf bt yana was there. so accompany her while listening to a guy friend playing th electric guitar. it was bad. we keep complaining. then saw boyf^^ and bla. it was boring and bad when i must separate with boyf. then, at last go home with boyf.talk abt whts happening and th hot issues tht my friends keep talking abt. bah. dont want to talk abt it. then before gg up, boyf say 'i love you'. malu nye. so i reply bt very soft. hee. mentel. boyf was jealous when a boy sit really near to me. hehe. i like^^

and i would like to thank Fira Sayang fr th advice. i love her.

she th one you could count on. just like ayuni.

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-27T18:23:00.002+08:00

lets start with a hello.

im ziana. im thirteen. im from Juying Sec.

I own many friends and families.Some favourite teachers. but i only own 1 boyf.

120796 & 220709 is totally love-d.

sometimes, life cn be easy and,but, sometimes, life cn be difficult too.

nothing stays th same.

everything will change. dont put blames on others.

huu! idk wht am i doing. it jst came out from my mind and type-d it. today was a quite nice day bt didnt get to home with boyf but go home with besties. nothing much to say. bt i love Afiqah and Rifaat!

i miss him already eventho its jst few hours ago aft meeting him. yey. talk of th devil. boyf just msg me! he gonna call me soon. and is this wht you call love? currently talking to him. ohemgee! his voice so soft and hot gituk! haha. cair dehh. finish talking. and he's currently sick. poor him. get well okay.iloveyou. im speechless when he call me, idk wht to say. mcm happy giler bile die call. haha. even some of my friend say tht he is romantic0.o i hv to admit. its true. to me, he's th most romantic person. *muka mentel* he even tell him primary teacher abt me.wht th.... its ok.but th thing(s) tht i want frm him is to

study hard
stay faithful

thats all i need frm him.oh yea, one more thing tht is love me always.

visiting lakeside soon i miss ayuni.

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-26T18:05:00.003+08:00

yo beloved readers!

sry fr nt updating for 4 days. i've been quite busy this days. i dont hv enough time to blogging and on th comp. nw i knw hw it feel to be busy-.-''

today was a perfect day. but, sadly, hui xin have to go home early. get well soon bestf. then during cca, i wa so terpukul becos like wht th h... they were making fun of Michael Jackson. so heartless. making fun of a dead men.

then, go to bus stop with dee, faiqah and so called diana 'boyf'. waiting fr boyf to finish his banner.lembab nk mams. so wait fr many minutes. and at last he came out. i was angry, so i walk first with diana and faiqah. thn th boys walk behind. then reach another bus stop. at last, aft a lot of mins waiting,at last get to go home with boyf. i love him. then we talk abt cat. yeah lame and other things too. he's fun.only tht, im toooo malu wnt to talk to him. heehee. he say i've made him change. he become better. yeah, i think so.

i was so kembang when boyf praise me abt this pic

boyf say i look pretty. wah so kembang. bt actually, i dont think its pretty at all.

assalamualaikum.

2009-08-22T12:16:00.005+08:00

gg out soon later with some girlfriends and guyfriends.

I love cousin Farah.

Yesterday went to her house and call her boyf and i hv so much fun with her eventho there is only two of us. Anyway, note tht today this is me and my boyf first monthsary. huhu..Happy. boyf say want to take me out out it is bulan puasa so cancel. next month perhaps. its ok. so farah boyf keep calling and msg-ing me in th middle of th night-.-'' its ok. he's innocent. i think i need to go now. gt to pack th things and fiqah will come here any minute. so bye. have a nice day.

HAPPY ONE MONTHSARY BOYF!I LOVE YOU TO TH CORE!

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-21T14:12:00.002+08:00

hello beloved readers:D

today i have a very nice day. went to sch with Afiqah. and went home with Girlfriends- Afiqah, Cherine, Rifaat,Diana,Masturah & Guyfriends- Jas, Subari and Syukri. 6 of us(afiqah,jas,mas,subari,syuk and me alight at th same bus stop and send Mas home. Then, they all send me home. Otw home, we were joking around and we hv so much fun. didnt have chance to capture any pics cause nvr bring hp-.-'' jas was so called getting fed up with me cause i keep saying 'relax' to him. haha, my favourite word mah^^ huhu, thanks fr sending home:D

and theres a big disaster during home econ. -.-'' no need to elaborate but i could tell its daniel fault cause he shouldnt scold th teacher back no matter hw angry he is. he must show example to othet ppl bah.huak. and becos of his mood swing, he leave all of his work to me.-.-'' lazy asshole. mooodddswiiinnggg. and rifaat laughing all th time when i say huak. whts so funny anyway?

then at 12.30 gt assembly fr th Muslim ppls abt fasting month. it was fun . give us advice and all. and i happy cos cn see boyf^^ dia pki Andes. uhhuh!! and Qis keep sabo-ing me. And anyway, tmr is th first monthsary of me and boyf and tmr too is th fasting month!! but cnnt celebrate cause puasa already. cnnt be naugthy but boyf say morning cnnt but night cn. heehee. gatal lah boyf ni-.-'' tkpelahh. cncn.somebody ask me to break with him and went i told jas, jassay tht this guy is timer.-.-'' but last time i had a crush on him but nt like wht yesterday i told abt th crush.its diff. anyway, he's attach-.-'' but i still love boyf. and i cant just let him go like tht. i still need him in my life.

anyway, i need to ask you,beloved readers, something: am i ugly?

thank you.assalamualaikum!

2009-08-20T20:12:00.002+08:00

hey im here again. well, im already getting some sleep jst nw, bt th hot weather makes me waked up and i hd nothing to do but blogging. -.-'' its ok bah. Gee, maybe tmr get english paper back. pass pls!*close eyes and pray* .i knw im gonna get bad marks fr English cause english is known as my another weak subject. i hope somebody will be willing to tutor me. i cant understand few things tht mr chan teaching.-.-''

just nw i dream of somebody. its a boy. i only knw him fr few months. and he is not boyf. his face come really near to my face and i forget wht happen next.heehee. actually, i knw who is it but i cant tell it. im having crush on him:) but im not being unfaithful to boyf ok?! i still love boyf only tht this guy have catch my heart and he is more fun then boyf bah. but its ok, i still love my boyf(:

oh yah, abt this morning to swimming huh? morning wait for afiqah but i guess she didnt come schso i go alone. anyway, my house with Jurong stadium is very very near^^ aft which, i went alone and saw boyf. mintak kene semek je ni jantan. so go up thn saw guia and yu hao and then go down again. then went up again with diana-.-.'' buat penat orang ajaa. bla. went fr swimming lesson fr first time. its hard-.-'' skip. its quite satisfied bah.

bye for now.anyway, i feel like blogging again later.

and i have a announcement to make:

Hey ppl out there. Anybody who have a kind heart and have th talent to teach me Science and English, pls tutor me. i beg you. i really need to study fr this two subject. ):

thank you!

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-20T16:06:00.004+08:00

im strong enough to take this all.although i knw im gonna fall.having you is just a memories.but i do cherish th stories.

im afraid i cant do it. im afraid i will not succeed.in afraid im gonna be lonely.

yes,omgggggg!this is my test result.unsatisfied abt science.

Geography-70/100 ^^

Math-90/100^^

Science-38/100 -.-''

Malay-75/100 ^^

English-??

~
yessa. im happy abt my result.Gee, but must study fr science. i improved alot in math as i thot i will fail because teacher say many ppl fail. but yessa, alhamdulillah. err, abt geo, idk eh? but im satisfied with it. malay, okok.bye! gtg now. maybe im gonna update again later but i cant promise yea? take care. i love my boyf.

asslamualaikum!^^

2009-08-19T21:23:00.003+08:00

hellohellohello xD

bah, tired sia.

today i had a great time/day.

morning went sch with afiqah. she gt fever but refuse to go home. im okay with some of my guyfriend already. but did nt talk at all. im lazy to look at him. and aft sch went fr cca.

syok giler mampat! masturah, diana and me take pics and talk crap diana ~~boyf~~. heehee. just joking anywayssss. then went into th lab to do our work. mr ganesh is nt in sch fr two weeks-.-'' boringgg! so a guy teacher take us but, he's lame.nt like mr ganesh. today, i feel so good. I've been praise by th teacher ^^ proud sia. very fun! but lastlast boring-.-''. then wnt to went home thn accidentally saw boyf and diana 'boyf'. they follow us home-.-'' so at last, go home with boyf. funfunfun xD. *winkwink* then say goodbye.

and im currently waiting fr him to online but until now havent online.

nvmla.

asslamualaikum!

2009-08-18T15:56:00.001+08:00

neh, i dont give a damn!

hey world.

change blog skin again. thanks ayuni.

AND LISTEN CAREFULLY!

IM GOING TO CHANGE URL DUE TO SOME REASON. maybe im gonna change it tmr. so if you want my url, ask personally. those ppls who seldom meet me, i will tag my link to you if you want to. and for your information, i WILL NOT GIVE IT TO EVERYBODY. i will only give to those whom will nvr spam me.rmbr, those who want my link, tell me asap by tmr,okay?? thank you fr your attention.have a nice day.

today was a very unlucky bad day. fight over things. but its nt small, its big. one of my ~~guy friend~~ call very rude name. but before tht, i had to do a project and i was super stress cause 2 boys keep disturbing me. and i was so so stress cause i had many thing to do. it was recess time when it started. one stupid boy go and throw th chair . so i shout at him. then, cherine was beside me. and another stupid fucking boy go and call her something very rude. so then i shout cause i was angry at those boys. and as i tell you tht i was stress, i suddenly cry. until now, havent been solve.and th another stupid fucking boy are my bestf 's boyf. heartache.

hd to stay back aft sch. kena punish. promise boyf to meet him at 2pm. but it was already abt 3pm bah. Gee, he must thot tht im out of sch already. So cnt meet him today. he must thot tht i went home already. Sry, boyfY .next time perhaps. when home with cherine and fyfy. really hd a great time with them. eat ice cream and joking around without my 'bestf'. bah, not! im done. i still dont knw if wnt to go to sch with 'bestf' or nt. should i?

assalamualaikum.

2009-08-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

sad day. rumours are gg on as per normal abt boyf. fuck it. i dont knw who to believe. everything is just lies. seperti syaitan bertopengkan manusia. Gee, i live in th world of lies. cant trust anybody full 100%. some say th truth but some telling lies. just cant believe anybody. bye.

assalamualaikum.

2009-08-16T19:50:00.003+08:00

hi world.having a nice day? me? i guess nt. i am feeling so diff. there is like something i wrong wth me. i get tired easily and im too lazy to take things. im lazy to talk. im lazy to laugh. maybe im missing someone or maybe there is something happen. oh god help me.

My relationship with boyf is fine. We getting better but idk wht to say to my friends. They keep blaming him and idk who must i defend. My boyf whom i love so much or my friends whom i near to. but i guess friends. i just dont knw wht to do. Life is changing and it is not like wht i want it to be like. well, we cant just believe tht whtever we want, must exist. nope, i dont think so.

im speechless. idk wht to say to my friends. but if i did not follow wh they say, will they hate me? relationship is just temporary. anyway, i guess im too young to have boyf but idk wht to do. im already in deep love with boyf. well, i knw this is 'Monkey love', or teenager love. i knw boyf dont lie me because he said tht if he lie to me, it gonna be a big sin. well, i should trust him cause as you can see, he is alem and i knw he dont lie me. i think he already regret abt wht he did last time to those girls. i know hw wont want to repeat th same mistake to me cause he swear tht he love me very much. but sometime, i am quite jealous when other girls like/admire him. im nt trying to show off but he quite good looking and he is too friendly ,i guess.unlike exboyf. many of them say tht SOME guys with a good looking face, will PROBABLY have th playboy attitude. but how cn i did nt trust my own boyf? i really hope tht one day, my friends and everyone who knw abt this relationship, will agree abt our relationship. i can only hope so ppl, i beg you. tell me why you disagree abt him.pls? but if it is my fault, forgive and tell me my mistake. i never want ppl to hate me or th ones i love. I miss my boyf. I did nt have a chance to talk to him. I miss talking to him and holding his hand. Sayang, im born to say i love you.Im lost without you..

BOY, YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW DEEP IS MY LOVE. YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I KNOW I LOVE. MISSING BUT NOW FOUND. BOY, YOU ARE MINE.BOY, I KNOW YOU'RE THE BEST FOR MY LIFE. DEEP IN MY HEART IS ONLY YOU. WHATEVER THINGS MAY HAPPEN, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU.

assalamualaikum Y

2009-08-15T16:00:00.003+08:00

dicintai kerana kecantikkan sungguh plastik!

memilih dia kerana kecantikkan tetapi bukan kerana cinta?

seandainya cinta itu mengikut rupa, alangkah kejamnya dunia ini.

goodluck guyfriend.

2nd post.

Currently chatting with boyf.

i was really terkejut bila boyf ask abt th break thing.

so denied cos last time i wanna break but i cant.

i truly still love him,
yay! tak jadi break.
i love love love love love love love love you!

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-15T09:38:00.003+08:00

today, i decided to upload pics during this days.
Enjoy!

National day..

Cousin Farah birthday;10 Aug 09

with dearest friends

yea. im crazy. huhu. and receive another msg frm dearest boyf saying he gg to be online today! yay! i miss you sayang!and i really dont want to talk abt th bad things and only talk about th positive things. but im gonna ask him a question tht has been stuck in my mind fr like everytime.baahh.

i miss talking to him and holding his hand. i miss those jokes. but im sure he miss me too,*muka mentel*! im desperate to get my blogskin changed. but bestf wanna help me^^

im lonely-.-''

i need somebody to cheer me up but, it doesnt meant you can spam.

k bye!

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-14T17:10:00.002+08:00

im home!

and yey, at home internet can already be use.

yesterday, aft gg home, i saw exboyf and his friends including subari near th mini mart. alamak, kantoi! then saw qistina, she shouted my name. then subari say'Ziana!'. so i looked at him and he was pointing at boyf.huh! i understand tht. its actually abt th breakup thing. but, nope. i dont want. so,instead of asking him fr break, i wave at him. wow. boyfku comel. so i go qistina and saw hairil,yana and daniel too. wht a surprise! wow! then i go sabo them go dating. nehh. then go home alone cos boyf wth his friends and i dont want to disturb so walk alone and thinking wht to say.

today very syok. bt th sad thing is, i did nt saw boyf at all. well, thts weird. during recess ws th best but it was quite sad fr me and cherine. well, there is three couple frm my class and they are all my bestf. so they have a dare to feed th girlfriend or smthg like tht.

Jasmin with Afiqah

Farid with Seri

Hairil with Qistina

well, very sweet sia. and, im jealous too. thinking of boyf but i guess he did nt come to sch. then talk wth cherine. we two had th same feeling. we are sad because we were jealous and sad thinking abt our fate. but its ok. so aft sch, leave afiqah alone and went to lab e with fyfy and cherine. talk abt 'lonely life'. then they went off so then saw Mr Tan and then discuss abt competition again. then went to a special lab. gerek! only got 3 ppl tht is me , sugan and my new friend,rui xiang. i really had a great time there. hear to all songs. and go home alone again.

and fyi, my kasihsayangkawan is longer there fr me. she hate me and she expect me to say sry to her. and,oh no,im nt. im nt wrong.

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-13T15:54:00.005+08:00

you are th music me~

im sry love. im nt suppose to treat you this way.

but i have to stop loving you even tho i knew i cant.

i wanna love you but i cant.

yay! get to update blog again. and im currently in school. yup, blogging,playing games, do research and jump here and there . and there was no girls here. only me. with 5 boys. some are fun, some are super duper irratating:P bt th are fun. ming da is my bro, my hero. haha. then today gt mass run. sugan injured and to accompany him walk to sch. its good anyway becos i no need to run^^

then saw boyf(?) he look fierce. then i wave at him and nw then want to smile. he look like theres something wrong.and i find out tht he send me msg thru friendster. here is some..

"..............i hope u read this message and reply i kat msn if u saw i online .or if u have hard time to chat same i just sent message kat friendster message ok bye love u so much.pls reply to me sayang cause i miss u so much......"

wow!i like^^

i read it shout until all th boys look at me and one boy try to look at it. f.u.c.k

it was fine today. well, not really. no need to be explain.im lazy. i miss him bt should i?

just nw, all th ncc members need to go somewhere out of sch. boyf too. and, should i still call him boyf eventho i dont if i should? i shouldnt blame him cause i dont have th prove. i miss th old him and where is he? lol. he is lost. he say he love me so much but idk. i dont think so. why he say tht im bad to him, keep ignoring him but no,im nt.

i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.i miss him. i need him. i miss him. i need him.

bye fr now!

2009-08-12T15:10:00.002+08:00

hi im back.

my home Internet cnt be use so im currently use th sch one.

so im nt gonna update. im sorry.

but i promise, as soon my Internet cn be use again,

i will update everyday^^

im really like to say sorry to dearest boyf bcos of something. i did not meant to ask fr break. tht time i was so frustrated so i do nt knw wht am i thinking. im sorry, im truly am. i never wanna break with him. i love him so much.^^ i never want to hurt him, th one i love, my best boy. i never wnt to leave him nor wnt him to leave me. im nt good in words but i would like to say tht my love is nt deeper then th ocean bt deeper then th ground**

bye fr nw!

2009-08-05T19:40:00.002+08:00

hey hello.

im ziana and i love my boyfriend^^

everything ws very fine today,and i love they all!

then today gt infocomm.

yay, mr ganesh!

i love my malay guyfriend like totally. they rock my world.

before go home wth boyf, sit at th grass wth farid,subari and syuk and yana and lyn.they gerek sia. very understanding and supportive^^ i like! talk wth them abt life and joking around. i love them, yay^^

my life feel like so happy. im lucky to hv good guyfriends^^

aft tht, when home wth dearest boyf and he talk quite alot. yeah,chatterbox.

im sry if i did many wrongs,im sorry , i love you.

he look hot(!) and handsome^^i like!

k random phrase!

i ws like so shy when he hold my hand, yes he's sweet like sugar^^

bye.

i love my boyfriend and always do.

sweet boy, best boy.

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-04T16:23:00.004+08:00

yay, im happy!

you said:hi siao ting tong =D im here to tagg u and tok to me lehh u tday keep ignoring me =(( sad lehh tmr tok ahh bye =)0

i said:where i gt ignore u.u're th one who is ignoring me. i scared later you dont wnt to talk to me.. ^^

somehow,there must a day i must talk to you and you must talk to me.

guyfrienddd, i need you to chat or talk with me again! i miss you lah sey. when cn i laugh again? faster,come to me and start th conversation.

yay,i miss you!

today ws a fine day, i guess,NOT! idk why. am i a bad girl?big mouth? i dont think so.baah. and stp accusing me girls. stp putting th blames and me. you jst trying to make me feel wrong. idc if you girls wanna hate me. yes, i dont f***ing care. im tired,ys i am. im trying nt to be so sensitive and ii must stp my bad attitude. k, done.

assalamualaikum!

2009-08-03T20:18:00.011+08:00

i nvr thot tht im gonna lost you soon. and you should knw how much i love you more thn other boys. altho im attached, it doesnt mean my love towards you will gone. i love you now and forever. i dont care wht ppl say abt you but my love towards you will remain strong. i believe you are very good guy. Hard to be replace and could never be replace. ppl may thot u are bad but you arent at all. you are th one who i call true superhero nt like in tv. yes, you should knw she love you more thn i do bt i still love you. bt im very happy fryou. and im gonna miss you.i will never forget you no matter where am i and when cause you will always remain in my heart. i love you and and you should knw tht. my love fr you will nvr ended eventho you may nt be here anymore fr me . you are a specialguy. a one in a million guy. you are my first love and i knw it will remain. yes,i knw. cos deep in my heart, i swear

i will never forget you. i promise.

i love you forever^^

Love you forever,

Siti Nurziana Tomari

2009-08-02T13:46:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY SORRY TO AYUNI CAUSE I FEEL LAZY TO DO TH QUIZ THT WS TAG TO ME, SORRY BESTFRIEND

P/S I LOVE YOU^^

im still not in good mood (insertreason)

i dont knw wht happen, i felt bad. i felt tht i am most hated person.

idk wht i did wrong, correct me pls.

i lost my bestfriends. i miss them.

pls dont treat me this way, i love you guys/girls. i miss th old us,i really do.

bt, if you think by hating me is th best way, well, continue it

cos like i said i'll be happy as long you are happy.

So am i told tht i was in th wrong position? wht didi i do? i ignore you? NO IM NOT.

im th one who are trying to start th conversation. pls! i swear i dont treat you bad bt just th same like others.

I MISS TH OLD US.

CANT WE BE LIKE TH OLD US?

T-T

2009-07-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

where are all those things?

where hv it gone?

where are those memories?

when we tell jokes, laugh together , take abt others and those thing.

i miss you but i knw u wouldnt knw.

(this is nt abt boyf or exboyf)

i wouldnt wnt to be alone cause i miss those laughter.

but why did you ignore me? im sorry if i did any wrong.

hw many time must i say sorry?

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cn we be like last time?

2009-07-30T16:15:00.003+08:00

today morning went fr swimming at Jurong West,alah dekat jer. Went wth Afiqah^^

Then reach there, like wtf ,so many ppl reach already. mata berkeliaran cari kekasih.cheyy.haha. tapi its true. i saw him^^ i like! he is potek.

so sit in single file and behind me is beeyan. so i talk shit wth her. yes shes fun even tho ppl smtimes call her a nerd. an it ws so ridiculous when she believe me abt ' if you wnt to use contact lens, must take out you eyes ball.do operation'

i ws laughing like hell siaa. i like to talk to her when im bored cause she is fun.yes, very th much fun.i like^^

yes, shes cool.then went inside just watching ppl gone and gone fr practise. im just watching and then go to mark attendance while others having fun.hmph! it ws all becos of my leg. i tell you eh,its disgusting bt idc.^^

and saw boyf, he is so hot! i like^^

but he nvr saw me==' he is potek! i tot he is skinny and dont hv muscles at all bt yes he hv and he look handsome. and im angry- th two girls, stp disturbing him==' bt sadly, his class go lately. so walk to sch while chi chatting wth my Chinese guy friend. they all very gerek sia^^ PANG QI FAH IS VERY CUTE^^ haha. and some say they are flirting with me(?) hahas. Bt no ok, he's my best friend and we eat sushi together before. nice nice^^

then reach sch skali saw exboyf==' he call me and i jst make my eyebrow go up and down. buat bodoh sua. then lesson per normal. and yessa, science lesson, teacher let us rest cos we all are like fucking tired.thanks cher^^ then went fr recess. Farid kirim pizza so hv to Q up long one(broken English^^) thn went up chi chat with cherine and talk to th boys( nt flirting ok?) yes they are gerek too^^ mother tongue and bla bla bla.

many things happen today.

i expect th fun and laughter,

bt i dont expect th angriness and sadness.

sadness tht i couldn't bear.

im sorry.

and im sad, cnt go home wth boyf again=='

go home then eat.lapar siak!

assalamualaikum!^^

2009-07-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

"pick up your phone, dial my number

hear the ring and wait fr me

to say hello ,who is this

and you tell me tht is you"

im nt gonna elaborate abt yesterday.very very lazy!

today i hd shocking news abt one of my classmate.its ok. idc!

today ws quite fun and chaotic. miss chua did nt come again. well, get well soon miss chua.yes i miss her.like wht sia no math fr three days. and i thot tht i saw her idk. its look like her. nvm.

ok currently chatting wth boyf.i like^^ he is so sweet like sugar.

and i am so nt talking abt exboyf again. fed up!

ok bye!

i love boyf^^

2009-07-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

this picture describe hw stress am i right nw.choosing between two guys. nk takde, langsung tk nk layan. klu ade smpi dua datang. and i hv hard decision mane nk pilih.pls help me!!

CURRENTLY CHATTING ABT THIS WITH BOYF AND FARULIN.

im over stress.

more on tmr.

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-28T14:41:00.003+08:00

yesyes. im back.

i ws busy because of my cousin wedding so thts it.

Sunday,26 July 2009

my cousin married and i dont hv a single minute to on th comp. have to wake up early. then reach there,saw my uncle and all. okay i miss them cause its like once in a blue moon i get to meet them. then im so shock and happy aft gt to meet with my long lost aunt. she kiss taw^^i like! then aft tht meet my other cousins and went to Singapore expo a few hours later. okay goodbye to my dearest aunt and uncle!

Monday,27 July 2009

Went to sch with Afiqah and Yana. and yana forget to take her wallet so we accompany her go her house. aft taking th wallet, bad luck sia. a few steps and i fell. both of my knees were bleeding and i cried. and we were like so late fr sch. and hd to put 3 plaster and keep crying cause v painful sia. then reach sch kena punish thn everybody ask me wh happen, ok random! and i go home wth boyf bt i ws so fucking mad at yana cause she ws so so kepo and always call boyf names. and boyf, he look sooo wow wth his ncc uniform^^i like! and im so blush bout him. thanks boyf.iloveyou! plan ws cancel because of yana!! angry sia!

Today

v boring. yes v v boring. okey im bored.

wait!

dont go first!

hv a liitle fight with yana bt nt tht kinda fight(shouting at each other face). we msg each other and i say if she late, we are so off and she say harshly and it is because of my boyf.wtf sia!and smth bad happen. water keep flowing frm my knee and i tell eh, its disgusting. and HE , hd to go General Ofiice again to apply medication.. and aft tht, wanna when back to class and saw boyf^^i like! smile so sweet and those dimples! i sungguh like^^

ok bye!

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-24T15:31:00.003+08:00

just knw gt racial harmony and we had to wear th costume and all. so i wear th purple colour kebaya.and did i mention tht i love girls and guys!they rocks sia! all very pretty and handsome*ok, jgn kembang*. yes, i love them truckloads.

and i ws late to sch again becos of th th girls, nvm. and ok, i knw i look stupid. and im still nt happy cos i did not get to capture 1a1 class pic using traditional clothes.haiyo, next time cn la. Today ws quite fun, gt to do this and tht. then *middle finger* to you again lee adrian,haha. and i love today, like totally. i like! hari mcm totally rocks but very tired also. ok dah. bye!

story panjangpanjang(walaupun tk sgt), tangan mcm nk patah, mata pun berat,tahu pulak saket.adoi..

2009-07-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

yo world.

im sleepy yes very sleepy. just nw i sleep like pig.haha.

and today was a nice day, i guess. Only small incident happen to th group RAFS. i also dont knw wht happen. Luckily im nt in th group. and all i knw is, they say it ws th nw student fault. ookok, idk anything ok. Fira cried many time due to sadness. but wht cn do, many ppl wanna quit tht group.

Poetry slam ws th best today bt still gt few prob. But fun la. I was so piss off when fira wnt th nw girl to b inside th group. like wtf sia. i dont agree at all. bt wht to do, later fira scold me pulak. then went Mr chris(?) ws talking, me and Adrian keep doing middle finger and say cb to each other.ok, we were just playing ok? when i say whts up, th ans will always be 'th ceiling' or 'th sky'. cb sia adrian. nvm, u will get it frm me sia. i owe u many many punch OK?fine!

im scared yes im scared. idk wht to do.im stress.

my head keep saying' omg idk wht to do.Macam mane ni? adoi..!'

k done.

story panjangpanjang, tangan mcm nk patah,mata pun dah berat. bahu pula saket.adoi..

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-22T21:00:00.004+08:00

im happily attached today~!

i must forget th past to start th new r/s wth ths special someone!

mm,anyway, fyi, its nt exboyf ok?thank you.

ilovehim very th much! hes th sweetest guy u could ever imagine.

ok today story no need to be so long.today i was late to sch due to stomach ache. then went home cause bus v late sia. thanks to yana fr accompany me to my house then went reach home, mama ask me why then i say stomach ache . reach sch abt 7.40am. haha. seriously, i've nvr been late to sch. lucky miss chua nvr scold cause i seriously gt stomach ache jst nw. Yana = kasihsayangkawan forever!

and i swear i had great time during art. those Chinese boys making me laugh all th way. then Mr ras keep coming to us to look at our drawing and we all keep laughing. haha. great time. and during life skills, th 1a1s were punish to sit at th foyer while reading book. like stupid sia all ppl look. nvm la. i think its our fault also. then aft tht went to lab e and saw boyf. he was so cute wth those all things and wth those dimples. i like! thn he say 'hi ziana!' and omg, he is so so cute^^

and then went home wth Yana and went playground fr awhile.hmph! talking bout life and th new student. becos of her, everything changing. malaslah! and me and Yana talk talk and talk then go home. chat wth boyf and ayuni. and i cn tell you tht today was a great day. i like! and abt exboyf .. he always disturb my friends especially yana. so i guess must setlle th prob la.

story panjangpanjang,tangan mcm nk patah,mata pun dah berat. bahu pula saket.adoi...

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-21T15:30:00.004+08:00

alhamdullilah at last my usb cn be use already.

see those eyebag? ya.. sleeping late again and again.

today was a bad day to me. everything is changing nt like wht it supposed to be. today gt new student. a girl who is frm Commonwealth sec who came to juying sec. and to be honest, i dont like her. she transfer to this school because of distance. and yes, she's pretty bt quite attitude. i hate her! whateevverrr!

tmr will give him th answer. and i ask farulin and dengan terkejutnya, she said tht he ws a good boy. yay! i like!

once you will be mine baby.

i hope this time i will attach happily and with my friends support. but i really worry because of his ex. they are my friends. nvm. as long as we will still be friend, im fine with it. and im gonna accept him. im happy ,yes, im happy. i only hope tht this r/s will be happy always and i hope there is nobody tht disagree about this.

and farulin tell me,' bile kau dah stead ngan die, kau boleh lupekan si waffle.'

whoa, its hard to forget him just like tht. nvm.

story panjangpanjang, tangan mcm nk patah, mata pun dah berat. bahu pulak saket.adoi..

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

i felt weird . very weird. whats wrong wth me. there is so much things happen today.

1st thing,i was so angry at th few Malay boys frm my class. hw cn i nt b angry if they call me gangster. then keep saying this and tht. i felt crying. no wonder i hate them so much. and when im so angry, just now, i grab hairil shirt and scold and without my knowing, i accidentally slap him. and i swear i did nt meant to do tht.

and to were such a tiring day. Afiqah forgot to bring her NPCC uniform so i accompany her go home. and i gt cca in abt 20 mins. so we had to rush with our wet body and all. bt, th bad thing is, someone which is nt exboyf, accompany me go home. thanks yar. and i would really like to thank him for so called 'saving' me frm a dog.He pull my hand like wtf==' nvm..Wednesday i give u answer okay?(:

and im happy cos tmr my best girl/guy friend will come.

yes i miss adrian, cherine and all.

adrian, im happy cos u happy.

peace yaw!

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-19T11:36:00.005+08:00

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU.

hello. im lonely. anybody online please? im bored.currently, theres nobody is online and nobody want to chat with me): pity me please.Thank you.

And tmr is photo taking. baah! why is it have to be tmr? adrian will nt coming to sch due to some reason.): then like wtf if he is nt inside th pic? my bestguyfriend you knw!

I DONT WANT NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!

From left: Rapper;Yu bin, Leader;Sunye,Lead Dancer;So hee,The shouting one;Ye Eun and the pretty; Sun mi.

and yes i love wonder girls. my cousin too. they are popular beacause of their song that is Nobody and Tell me, i guess. and yes the songs are great. i love th leader. me and my cousin always dance their songs and well, we are searching fr a competition. but well, tk dapat. we all dream nk jd singer and dancer like Wonder Girls tapi idk. and yeah, they are are v pretty too and talented.

k bye ah. next i talk about SNSD ok? dont knw who are they? oh, they are Wonder girls 'enemy'. haha. want to know more. next time i tell about them ok? bye.

SNSD.

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-18T14:50:00.003+08:00

im bored. im totally bored. im totally v bored.and im so angry at my phone cause i cnt get my things into th comp.my blog nw like so empty. no pics and all.im so boorreedd!cn anybody online, plss?tell you wht, im totally gonna b dead cause i dont knw or cnt remember where i put my badge. i dont knw wht is gonna happenif ms chua ask me abt th badge. wht m i gonna say? nvm la. too bad!

idk bt i think im gonna patch wth exboyf. bt i dont think so causei feel theres something nt right.he promise nt to betray me anymore bt idk. my heart says he's nt th right guy fr me. must i trust him aft knowing abt every bad things he do when im nt around? when my friend tell me abt something tht hurt me. bt when i ask him, he say he did nt do it. bt, i dont think my friend would lie me. i cnt forget those things we ever had. bt idc abt it anymore. i love you bt at th same time, i hate you v much too. do you think im a toy? and infront of me too, you could be wth other girls. and you dont care abt it! i dont i need you in my life again.

thank you.

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-17T14:33:00.001+08:00

hellohellohello.

long time never update~huhu!

this week in sch was fabulous, fantastic.

i really had nothing to say.

hey ppl out there(anyone),

mind giving me your link and your tag?

thank you.

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-13T18:58:00.004+08:00

"i didn't expect to receive tht msg frm u.

im sry, bt i gotta go.

wo si huan ni , ke shi wo pu ke yi gen

ni chai yi chi, dui pu chi"

Hui xin and Shiuh MIng, thanks fr th present. went home with yana aft her cca.

aft went home, i get surprise by my parentswhen i received a small bday cake.

thanks ma and pa. and it was Little Miss Chatterbox.

haha cute sia.

but th thing tht really shock me is when i receive 3 msg frm exboyf.

and he tell something tht really touched me.

im sry , bt no longer statement.

i so something abt exboyf.

goodbye.

assalamualaikum(:

2009-07-12T16:40:00.002+08:00

2nd Post;

im tired of crying during my bday. my eyes nw

are swollen cos i kept crying and crying. im tired of waiting.

im tired being scold, ignore.

im tired being hurt.

understand me cn, please?

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me,happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to Ziana,

happy birthday to me!

i am so happy and so touched by this 3 ppl- Ayuni, Adrian and Guia.

They are they are th first 3 ppl to wish until i cried.

im touched la.

k thanks loves.

update soon later yar~ bye!

assalamualaikum~!

2009-07-11T19:55:00.006+08:00

Yay!

3 hour 27 min more!

And im gonna be 13!Happy yar!

Thank ayuni fr changing th blog skin bt i guess, something

wrong? well, it ok! hw could i ever thanks god fr gving me a v understanding friend like

NurAyuni. I love her teramat sangat. She understand me and she would hv th best advise. And

of course we two fight sometime but its fr a reason. We like to blame each other. And when we get angry wth each other,

we will nvr talk to each other fr 1 day or more thn tht. I do cherish those wonderful memory yeah.

i love her, really!

still counting fr th day which idont know if i will cry or smile sincerely.

i hope tht i could smile sincerely tmr. and yes,im getting fatter

and chubbier nowaday.its ok,

some call me cute, ok aku kembang!! and

thanks ayuni, fr wishing me happy advanced

birthday!appreciate much. love,love! she th 1 wish me first! Ayuni rock!

wait later 17 sep i wish u ok? wishing u soon!

and thursday(if im nt wrong), i sit really near to ex-boyf and he keep disturbing ,me! who heck cares?

and fira, make me so kembang when she say i gt baby

face. mcm betul jerk! tp takpe!

i like!!sayanggggggggg FFFiiirrrraaa!

and adrian ask me to online till 10++.haha! boredom i guess. its ok!

i wnt to scold him fr nt talking to me! and th reason is, he is shy to talk to girl!

iwas laughing like wht sia! shy? pigs fly yar! bt nvm!

and yup 3rd post! purposely nk test th blogskin!har!

tkde keja la! got idea! i want to post something abt my friend k?

ayuni; a good girl but v hot temper. she gt beautiful heart and she like

to sing alot. we both like jason mraz and michael jackson! we to like to blame

each other. we would fight wth each other fr no reason.haha! bt i love her!

adrian; talkative in chatting. quiet in class. ask him why, he say shy! i tell him

my secret cos i trust him like i trust ayuni. he is so quiet in class and i will

call him a action boy. and oh yar, he gt nickname made by me tht

is 'adriansioatingtong!' haha! he rock!

afiqah; tk tawu ehk? she is weird to me? i tell her secret and she tell me too!

she is so crazy over' Boys over flower' and idk y. nthg much abt her but

Aku cinta dia!

and others, perhaps, tmr? hand tired.bbaaah!

assalamualaikum!

2009-07-11T12:38:00.001+08:00

alert~~! anybody who gt th eacareer w/s, pls,i beg u, make me a copy of it!

2009-07-11T10:08:00.003+08:00

1 more day, i dont deserve to be happy.

all i cn do is cry cry and cry.

i hate when it comes to my birthday. there is no single minute tht im gonna smile sincerely. i dont wht gonna happen this year but i really dont wnt to knw and i dont fucking care about it. she is lucky, im am nt. she gt everything, i got neither. she got happiness tht i dont deserve. its ok, im use to. anyway, i dont heck care if i did nt get to celebrate it cos there is still many poor ppl out there tht hv th same fate like me. its ok, i cn celebrate myself.

anyway, HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO AIN AND AINI.

STAY HAPPY YAR!^-^

(th one and only photo of me and ain)

fake birthday cake is coming tmr!

be happy , not!

assalamualaikum~!

2009-07-09T15:51:00.002+08:00

I bored and finally get to speend my time on this quis. Thanks Adrian siao tingtong.

Tagged by Adrian.

1.Ayuni

2.Adrian

3.Afiqah

4.Cherine

5.Ming Da

6.Fikah cousin

7.Yu hao

8.Rifaat

9.Farulin

10.Fira

11.Aino

12.Diana

13. Mashiryana

14.Shidahcousin

15.Hui Xin

16.irahcousin

17.Farahcousin

18.Masturah

19.Husna

20.Cai ying

21.Hasrul

1.How did you meet 7? (Yuhao)

In sch.

2.What would you do if you and 15 never met? (Hui Xin)

No one to chat wth?

3.What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Ayuni&Cai ying)

OMG! of course they never will date!

4.Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Farahcousin)

Think so.

5.Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Cherine&irahcousin)

they dont even knw each other

6.Do you want to be 13's friend forever? (mashiryana)

why not?She superb.

7.Do you think 11 is attractive? (aino)

I guess so.

8.What is 5's favourite colour? (ming da)

idk.

9.When was the last time you talked to 9? (Farulin)

in sch, jst nw.

10.What language does 8 speak? (Rifaat)

Malay and english.

11.Who is 13 going out with? (mashiryana)

idk.

12.What grade is 16 in? (irahcousin)

Sec 1.

13.Would you ever date 17? (farahcousin)

date her fr wht?

14.Where does 18 live? (masturah)

around jw?

15.What is the best thing about 4? (cherine)

shes friendly and kind.

16.What would you like to tell 10? (fira)

your laugh is so funnyxD

17.What is the best thing about 20? (cai ying)

shes irratating fun.

18.Have you ever kissed 2? (adrian)

no and forever never:P

19.What is the best memory you have of 5? (ming da)

he like to make me laugh!

20.When is the next time you are going to see 4? (cherine)

tmr?

21.How is 7 different from 6? (fikahcouisn&Yuhao)

fikahcousin is a girl and yu hao is a boy.(:

22.Is 2 pretty? (Adrian)

He's nt pretty but cute:P

23.What is your first impression of 15? (hui xin)

She rocks!

24.How did you meet 3? (afiqah)

sch.

25.Is 15 your best friend? (hui xin)

yesssss!

26.Do you hate 12? (Diana)

No and Never! i love herr!

27.Have you seen 18 in the last month? (masturah)

yeaa.

28.When was the last time you saw 16? (irahcousin)

last month.

29.Have you been to 5's house? (ming da)

nope

30.When's the next time you'll see 10? (Fira)

tmr.

31.Are you close to 11? (aino)

idk.

32.Have you been to the movies with 4? Cherine)

no bt mayb in th future(:

33.Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Rifaat)

yeaa. we like to blame each other.(:

34.Will you give 19 a hug? (husna)

maybe.idk.

35.When have you lied to 3? (afiqah)

cant remember.

36.Is 11 good at socializing? (aino)

maybe.

37.Do you know a secret about 8? (rifaat)

yeessss.

38.Describe a relationship between 12 and 18 .(diana & masturah)

they are classmates and bestfriend.

39.What is the best thing about your relationship with 9? (farulin)

she is one of my great friends.

40.What's the worst thing about 6? (fikahcousin)

she is strict.

41.Have you ever had a crush on 12? (diana)

she is my bestf, wht do u expect?

42.How long have you known 2? (Adrian)

Few months! He Rocks!

43.Does 11 have a gf/bf? (aino)

i guess so.

44.Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (Ayuni)

haha. no of course.

45.Has 21 met your mother? (hasrul)

yeesss. last year hari raya.

46.Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (afiqah)

yeaaa. many times.haha

47.How did you met 11? (aino)

Sch.

48.Do you live very close to 7? (yu hao)

idk.

49.What is 8's favourite food? (rifaat)

she dont like to eat:P

50.What kind of car does 1 like? (Ayuni)

idk? ask her la.

51.Have you ever travelled with 9? (farulin)

To home.

52.If you gave 12 $100, what would she/he spend it on? (diana)

her parents? she is a good girl okay.

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

FOREVER NEVER

nothing will stay the same

2009-07-05T13:36:00.006+08:00

HEADLINE:

WHEN EXBOYF BECOME FRIEND.

ok whatever! yesterday me and exboyf chat again and our final decision is just to be friend.

actually, it was my decision and too bad he has to agree because i say to him, if he dont wnt to be friend wth me, he might as well cn forget me but if we become friends, we cn talk. so he say ok but he say to if he talk to me, i must response. ok whatever! baaahh!

and yes , yesterday go to my neighbour wedding and alhamdulillah everything was fine. when to th girl place and inside th bus, me and couisn farah cam whore. randomm! Th bride ws so pretty and th groom were also handsome. too sad,did nt get to snap their pics. nvm. and i had to wear those kebaya and when ever th wind blows, my kain will like flying sia. haha! tapi, i swear theres so many handsome guy bt nt intrested .hahs!well enjoy th pics(:

assalamualaikum(:

2009-07-04T11:14:00.002+08:00

tmr is Emily Ng 13th birthday.

and tmr too, somebody gonna expect me to answer his Q.

remember th July 2 post? i said tht im currently chatting wth somebody. and of course its exboyf. nthg much to elaborate bt he ask me fr patch and gave me three days. meaning tmr is th 'deadline'. and i dont think i wanna accept him. i feel like being single till im ready. and sry, i love you bt i dont think we cn continue. you said you promise nt to betray me anymore but idk. i gave u all my trust bt you play it like a toy. Just let me go and find go find other girl tht are better thn me. We still could be friends , right?(:

and today, gtg to my neighbour's wedding. Which is Syafiq' brother. And oh yeah, Syafiq and me are schlmates, we live in th same block and in th same level tht is level two. And in sch, we are Andes and we both are A1 tht meaning, he is 2a1 and im 1a1. haha. So many same thing huh?

and im so sick because im totally sick. yesterday, i really hd no voice in class and hd to use a paper to 'talk'. haha. and i ws so stubborn cause im trying to shout which i totally cant do. bleah!

ok, bye.

and i insyaallah gonna tell abt th patching result tmr(:

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-02T16:26:00.004+08:00

Today i cough like many times already. My throat pain la. Today had no mass pe and all we do is read and read and went fr PE. I was so angry at this one teacher who scold wth no reason because i ws trying to defend my friend. Sungguh tak berwawasan(!) Hrp je muka handsome tp suka slh kn org sembarangan. He scold me because i did no ask him permission. apppaaaa jeee!

and im so angry at this one guy in tv. He was trying to copy Michael Jackson.Tell you wht, NOBODY COULD REPLACE MICHAEL JACKSON. Get it?! And yes, he cn do those monnwalk but it doesnt meant he cn be th 'next MJ" right(?) it nt fairT-T

currently chatting wth this somebody.

hurt me once, it will remain years..

tmr i will tell more(:

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-01T16:27:00.004+08:00

Im sick!i dont know hw do i get sick,bleah! i realise tht i did nt update th blog ehk?

Ooooppss! sooorrrryyyyy(:

th reason is im busy, im sick, im sick, im sick and when somewhere.Starting of th term 3 was fine but we all like new student gitu.heehee.but atlast dpt jumpa semua sayang2ku! First day, we talk-ed so much. Many teachers had change. First day of term three nothing much happen. The talk is only abt H1n1 and the new time table.

Second day;

Home Economic fr th first time.Th teacher was fine but quite strike,randdoommm!!I still want th DnT! T-T

skipskipskipskip

aft recess , theres english. and they say th male teacher was like whteveerrr! but i like him tawuk. When he was going, he ask me fr the class diary and take frm Daniel then he ask me if this somebody always attitude one. so i say no and look down cause he look at me like something. tak perlu apaa! then he thank me and tak salah, dia kelip mata at me! okayyy, dia sungguh cute. Charming lah gituk kn!! Then have Lit and Science, boring much!

Third day: Today;

Today was ok.morning went to Mcdonald then went to Afiqah house. Meet Afiqah and Yana there.Then walk-ed to th sch. Math fun. Th teacher of art did not come.Aft recess was mother tounge and many of my classmates was complaining abt this teacher. She was the new teacher and her attitude was like eeewwlll! She keep scolding my friend):Actually,aft receess, i accidentally bumped at this somebody but i ignore. malas gitu nak layan. to be frank, i miss him tapi apa guna miss seseorang kalau dia sendiri tak layan org. i really really miss those precious moment.

i wish i never meet him.im happy with my life nw as a single person.Same as Afiqah and Mashiryana. No wonder they are my bff.Sayang korang. hi-5! and, omg! i accidentally rmbr th time when i chat with him and he said i dont give 5 , i giv u____.how sweet bt this all had ended. and fr wht loving a person who dont love u back

assalamualaikum.

2009-06-27T10:51:00.004+08:00

i was sad to hear that yesterday, Michael Jackson or known as King of Pop had died yesterday.
Rest in peace.

you will still remained in your fans heart..

i jst cnt understand, why the king of Pop hd died.

2009-06-22T12:06:00.002+08:00

i know , i know..

i did nt update many days...

yesterday, i missing somebody, huuaak!

and keep imagine abt th guy, haha, hot!

and i did nt knw why but i love Taylor Swift. Her voice ws so sweet. Suka banget deh!

and if anybody gt th song 'fifteen', pls send to me:( i wnted it sooo badly taw!

assalamualaikum(:

2009-06-17T13:54:00.002+08:00

i ws so frustrated. i lost my handphone last minute.im going out tmr and i hv lost my hp? and i had no idea hw cn th hp lost jst like tht. ok bt first, i left it in my room at th bed whn my mother call me. i did nt enter th room till my sis unlock th door. so when i wanna take th hp, it ws gone! i ws like thinking maybe my sis borrow it or smthg bt whn i check wth her, she said she did not knw. omg.i am so stress out. why i get problem by problem coming to me? i check everywhere around th room and th bed but i jst cant find th hp.OH MY GOD..PLS HELP ME. i hd no idea who take it and why cn it disappear jst like that. i tried to call my hp bt they keep saying th m1 user is nt in use. BT SINCE WHN I USE M1??i ws crying and crying abt this. wht if my parents knw abt this? wht are going to be their reaction??

2009-06-15T18:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday on 2.14 pm, ex boyf msg me:You got new bf already?

Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku

Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu

Mati sudah hati ini padamu

Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

2009-06-15T14:49:00.004+08:00

okay, i hv alot to tell so sit back and relax. i jst came back yesterday frm my aunt house at segamat, Johor. it was superb, i tell you. well, it was actually plan last minute.

13 June 2009

theres four family go bt too bad my sis and dad cant go due to a few reason. well, takpe takpe. we reach there 5 mins to 12am ^^i and cousin was joking around. cute ar lu beb! then tibatiba nampak satu laki. dalam hati cakap' siapa ntah laki ni. dtg rumah org malam malam.'haha. i seriously dont knw who is tht guy. then after entering th house, i ask cousin iirah. and unexpectedly she ask my mother and she said i like tht guy too. cb sia. but cute taw. thn my mother' ya allah , itukan si def.' and i ws like wtf sia. he's my cousin taw which i havent met 3 or more years. he has change! he is more taller and his voice has change(dulukan suara dia kemek taw.hihi). he also grow moustache. boleh tahan handsome lar. but i ws like tertarik ngn cousin sendiri. haha. cousin irah ws fooling around about me liking him. jahat ehk kau. thn time to sleep. i went to my mother and talk wth her wheres shes sleeping and tawu tak(?), laki tu ada kt sebelah my mum. terkejut tawuk. then when i otw to a room, i overheard tht my mum say to him' tu anak mak lang yg kecil'. sukanya akuuu! then sleep wth cousin irah and her sis, cousin shidah. abe kitaorg ngn semangat ckp nk bangun kul 7 taw. early ehk? then, goodnight.

14 June 2009

it was like 5 times i ter-wakeup. because of th noise and because of cousin keep hitting me. huaak! then i went out saw cousin shidah lying alone. my mother was bathing(?) then it ws 6++ am i wake cousin irah up. susah taw nk bangun si dia ni. dia kan macm oinkoink! huhu! tht day we go fr trip to air terjun(?) place. before tht everybody wakes up and die pun same taw. sweet lah muka dia ni. th funny thing is majority of us did not bath.ee busuk ah busuk( aku pun tak mandi..!) than aft breakfast, we take th long journey to a market. buy this and tht. then rod car to th trip place.i was being sucha oinkoink tht i slept almost all th journey. reach there search fr a place then go swim. fun tawuk.dia pun ada taw. play volleyball wth mak dek, cousin fikah and irah. i play only fr awhile psl tk fun sangat arr.

me and couisn irah seach fr th changing room. we gt one but something not good and th other one too also sungguh tidak menyenangkan.bt at last. we went into one and change. then aft tht watch they play. ohoh. lupa nk bilang. tht time i forget to take something frm pak mat car so i ask his permission to take so i had to cross th long titi(?) tk tawu titi tu apa ehk. alah.. tengok ah kamus. pak mat was sucha a bad uncle tht he joked tht there was this and tht disgusting insects. but atlast, th myguycousin(yg aku suka) he help me. sweet ar.cair ah cair. and mama, she make me so malu sia. i put my ___ at mama towel to cover it up. and mama accidentally pull th towel and th ___ drop. i ws like'mama!' sugguh memalukan taw.everybody ws laughing. myguycousin pun nampak. then i ws like wtf.haha! aft changing, i went to a pipe to wash my hand aft eating then he came to me and ask me ' boleh tolong cucikan?' so i take th dirty plate a nd wash it. baik eh? standard apaa.skip skip. go home and at last he talk to me. dalam hati.' yey!'

then we need to go home. sedih ah sedih. mcm nk nanges taw. then inside th car, i wave at them. in th cari ws bad mood psl idk. inside th car, i hear many songs tht make me wanna cry. takpe ar nanti kite jumpe awak lagik eh?

assalamualaikum.

2009-06-10T13:56:00.003+08:00

im bored like totally.

anyway, cherine birthday is 6 more days.

wanna giv a birthday bash?

i miss my cute cousin

wina, bila nk jumpa wina?

2009-06-06T11:35:00.008+08:00

This pic is like few weeks ago.

So enjoy(:
Underwater Robotic Olympiad at Rebublic poly

Below is th last day i met my sweetgirls.

Mind my ugly face.Focus on my beautiful sweetgirls face(:

Sweetgirls:Farulin,Ain,Cherine,Afiqah,Rifaat and Fira(:Sayang kamu semua!

Emily Ng and NorDiana(:

Ain and Rifaat Yousaf(:

Yasmin Kamilia and Zurairah Husni(:

Farulin Syafinaz and Cherine Diana Jasmin(:

Me(:
~Last day before OMF:)

Cousin Syazwina and Nephew Karl(:
~ok done, im tired. i will upload today pic abt my cousin wedding's tmr okay?

Bye^^